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Hi you guyz... i just woke up, it's past midnight...
i feel absolutely awful... a friend told me that i have a spirit of unforgiveness, and like that parable of the servant who was forgiven much by the king, but then wouldn't forgive his fellow servant a little, and the king heard and 'turned him over to the tormenters'
he figures if i could let go of my deep seated anger and forgive, i would be healed and the torment would end
now i feel more tormented coz of him saying that. and sad that God is punishing me, again.
not that i didn't ask for the truth at all costs... i could do without the cost.
i was already upset at crazy martin zender, who doesn't even think Jesus is God!
thank you, Clement for leading me to that thread that had the link to the creed, or statement of faith of universalists... it was comforting
and makes me think, we are STILL CHRISTIANS, even tho we believe differently about the afterlife... and that's nice.
also, Clement, i ordered a concordance version of the new testament from that site you gave me
anyway, i'm back to being upset about how 'hard' scripture is, and thinking that I'M the wicked person talked about at every turm
i feel absolutely awful... a friend told me that i have a spirit of unforgiveness, and like that parable of the servant who was forgiven much by the king, but then wouldn't forgive his fellow servant a little, and the king heard and 'turned him over to the tormenters'
he figures if i could let go of my deep seated anger and forgive, i would be healed and the torment would end
now i feel more tormented coz of him saying that. and sad that God is punishing me, again.
not that i didn't ask for the truth at all costs... i could do without the cost.
i was already upset at crazy martin zender, who doesn't even think Jesus is God!
thank you, Clement for leading me to that thread that had the link to the creed, or statement of faith of universalists... it was comforting
and makes me think, we are STILL CHRISTIANS, even tho we believe differently about the afterlife... and that's nice.
also, Clement, i ordered a concordance version of the new testament from that site you gave me
anyway, i'm back to being upset about how 'hard' scripture is, and thinking that I'M the wicked person talked about at every turm
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