T&O, we all grow... I do not hold what happened then against you, but bring it up to remind us that we often misinterpret the motives of others, sure I yanked some chains back then, and you all reacted, however at the end of the day for me we were still brothers and sisters in Christ....Stormy, I think I would've completely missed your post if Red hadn't quoted it.
I apologize but this thread is moving faster than my brain this morning.
Let me just say this...I am very, very sorry for anything that happened back then. Since that time I went through a horrible ordeal and completely turned my back on God for 15 months.
I tout the name Trust And Obey, but ironically it turns out to be the hardest thing for me to do. I'm honest about it and I although I'm not proud of it, I did learn a lot during those 15 months.
I am in NO position to judge anyone else. I'm also in no postion to tell people the truth when I can't always live by what *I* feel it is myself.
I'm the worst kind of sinner there is, and that's a fact.
Back then I could quote scripture off the top of my head and not have to look it up. I was really close to having the entire bible memorized.
Yet I didn't DO it what it says. To me, that really is the worst kind of sinner and that's why what OntheDL posted hit me SO HARD yesterday. Seriously, it scared me to death because those words felt like they were aimed directly at me.
Now that I cannot remember scripture or even where to find it half the time, ironically I feel it more.
I guess any accusations that I was a legalist back then really were true.
I was a Pharisee of the worst kind...I expected others to do it, but I didn't do it myself.
I'm begging for a clean slate. I don't deserve one, but I'm asking for one nonetheless.
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