ok, here's the big one. i did those five earlier one's because i had not posted 15 times, and you have to in order to do links. so here it goes, i hope i didn't annoy you!
oh my goodness, these posts are festering with mere opinions! ahhh! let the Holy Spirit convict these people, we try so hard to prove God, and reason as to why God did this or did that, or didn't do something. is not God the God above reason? is not God the creator of reason? He made the rules for how we think, so He can make choices that surpass our reasoning!
whoever wondered why everything is so "bleeding black and white" (i really like how you said that...hehe) you are so right! we make everything seem black and white (not to be confused with relativism)! life isn't that simple, if everything were black and white, why...life would be sooo easy! "this pain means i should no longer do this" or "God says i shouldn't do this, so i won't" we don't work like that, people! we are a fallen people, and life is not 2 dimensional. and by no means is God 2 dimensional!! but that's not philosophical. maybe Christian philosophy, but that's about it, so maybe i didn't prove anything to you all.
if you want to understand more about the nature of God, sometimes it's good to start with what He is not. the link below may help you understand a little more. it is written by a guy named Dionysius the Areopagite. he was one of the early converts of Christianity in acts, and has some good things to say. you don't have to read the whole thing, just scroll down to nearly the bottom to chapter V. it is a book that he wrote called
Mystical Theology. theology in early church terms means literally words about God, and it is words about God set apart from existence and the reality as we know it. basically it's about God before the existence of man, or even existence itself as it is understood by our brains. please don't think that i see this as scripture, rather it is held to the same esteem as many modern Christians see many modern Christian writers (ie-C.S. Lewis, John Calvin, Martin Luther etc. etc.). so, i will cut to the chase and provide the link, and look forward to a roaring debate! woo!
http://www.esoteric.msu.edu/VolumeII/MysticalTheology.html