I have been having thoughts last night that if would lay my head down in a certain plce on my bed that satan would be my lord. which is a lie. I cant take this it would be abosolutly ever single place i could lay my head until i just finally feel asleep anywhere and feel this evil demonic feelings lately. I cant take this and no matter what I cant pray anymore. i keep thinking about the enemy (of chorse NOT on purpose) but these thoughts keeo getting worse. I dont trust my Christian or non christian friends anymore, because it seem like every time I hang out with them I get dragged into more and more wordlyness. Today i woke up early to go to church thinking I would get peace and rest and the pastor was talking about how it's okay to read harry potter and "engage into culture( wordlyness). I'm so irritated. I want to come before God but I abosulutly cant find Him on my own. I need help. Im so tired. I want to repent. I want to be close to God. I want to read my bible without these demonic feelings trying to attack me. I feel like a lost sheep in the woods surrounded by wolves.
PLease help...