Gary:
For someone with an Anglican icon, you are uncommonly hostile to the historical church. It sounds to me like you are in the wrong church considering what you believe.
I'm confused... I've been studying the teachings of Herbert W. Armstrong. His teaching have been having an effect on me... and I'm beginning to see that effect is becoming negative. Much of his teachings makes sense to me...
I am a new Christian, I recently confided to a member of my church congregation about my confusion. He thinks that Satan is trying to prevent my conformation into The Church Of England next month. Could he be right?
When I read Armstrong's claim that I am caught up in a counterfeit Christiainty, and that the COG is the real Church... I'm not sure what that idea is doing to me.
I feel like I've got to bring others to find the truth
(as I think I've done) That has had the result of me posting threads on this website, that have not been well recieved... and has left me feeling... well... confused.
The other and most hurtful effect it has had on me, is that I want to convert the church I go to into my way of thinking. I can see that is not possible, so I sit through the Sunday services feeling alone... with the joy of the service leaving me.
Then, when I look at the Chritians in my church, they have a joy, that I do not have. They seem to be a tree bearing good fruits... So I find myself wondering, if they are deceived into a counterfeit Christianity... why do they produce good deeds.
I want to be like them... I want the joy they have... I am only three weeks away from being confirmed by a Bishop.
Have I been deceived.... Or do I just want to believe that I've been deceived, in order to avoid what may be the truth?