Lisa, that is cool! Nadiine, thanks for sharing too. Maybe you gals could pray for me that I get that! I need to chew on what you said Nadiine about the pride and all that. That is so true and powerful! Thanks!
I'll definitely pray for a deeper walk and that God would do great things in and thru you. I just hope you don't think you need seek for God to do something supernatural so you 'feel' it... I had the displeasure of knowing a woman that seemed really together in her doctrine, and all of a sudden she started "seeking God" in a deeper way.... she said she wanted all of Him.
Well, long story short, she was seeking signs & private revelations from God - pretty soon "God" told her to stop reading her bible and just trust in him more & seek him more for her guidance. (
red flag anybody?).
It only took a matter of months for her to go off the spiritual deep end once she started seeking for God to do things privately in her - as far as I could see, she sought him for signs. She was asking him to teach her things no one else knew (private revelations). She wanted spiritual nuggets (
as she called them) that only He could give her.
But God doesn't jump thru hoops like that & I believed that the source of her seeking those revelations & signs was pride - to feel "special" above all others & get something no one else was getting or knew.
Anyways, you have not said that's what you want, only that God doing stuff like this is very rare & random.
We had a guest speaker at our church one morning who had written some Christian books & his latest one was about 'when God hides'... He talked about how so often it almost feels like God isn't even there or doesn't hear us, etc. How we go thru very long periods of just walking in faith and God doesn't "show" us anything and that he experiences that too & had been for a very long time.
He said he believed that God hides on purpose so that eventually we feel we need to seek Him more intensely and get a hunger for Him in our spirit. That will produce a deeper walk than God constantly providing 'signs' for us to feel etc.
Long story, but that was his take on it.
One thing I hold onto is God's "formula" for attaining things we want:
Matthew 6:33
"But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these [other] things will be added to you.
And when we're seeking Him correctly in a deeper walk, then our "wants" start lining up with His will and we want the correct things.
Sorry for the

!! Just that it's on my heart this morning - and I plan to do the same.
