Let me make a few final comments before I depart.
Boy, if only THAT were true!
...rather than the titular head of an organization that even you have referred to in the past as a "one-man army."
Your colleague states here a bold-faced lie! I have NEVER referred to O.F.F. as a one-man-army. It would make me a liar to do that knowing that we have a rather lengthy roster of membership that is growing on a regular basis, to prove it.
"PROVE" it? As many times as you've refused to disclose the number of members in O.F.F., how does the fact that you have a roster (supposing it were even true) prove ANYTHING?
But back to your denial: never make ill-advised statements like this one to someone who never throws anything away. This one actually goes back a little ways, so far in fact, that it originates from the days before I began archiving every discussion. So I have not been able to locate the original. In fact, it may have occurred on another forum than this one, since the earliest mention of it I can find is from October 2003, only a little over a month after I joined here.
But one thing is for sure, it was a humdinger of a remark, even for you with your huge repertoire of regrettable posts. So much so, in fact, that it received repeat mention not just once, but several times, and not just by me. As for the original, I will give a look for it in my EMFJ archive, but if it does not appear there, then it's one of those whose original will just be chalked up to the sands of time.
However, one thing is for sure: you DID make the remark, and I have the posts that prove it. And unlike your CLAIM of proof, I'm quite willing to post them. Most of these, with one notable exception, are posts made by me in which I refer back to the original discussion in which you made the "army of one" comment:
ME: It is a simple recognition that the numbers (or lack of them) of men who support your position would go a long ways toward verifying your claims that (1) this phenomenon of men leaving for Jesus is a reality as you claim, and (2) that significant numbers of said leavers feel as strongly as you do and are actively involved in this "ministry" with you. There are simply a lot of facts that do not bear your witness out--the most glaring one being, that you continue to hedge your bets when anybody brings this subject up, a strong indication that somebody struck a nerve. And perhaps you are growing in numbers--I notice that you have moved from commenting on the power of "an army of one" to "the power of 12 ordinary men to change the world." (4/3/2004, "Christianity and Freemasonry," post #139)
ME: Yes, it occurred, but it didn't stick. For one thing, I have never seen any indication anywhere at anytime that there were "thousands" of you at all. In fact, some of us had a hunch there were at best a handful, and when we challenged you on the issue of O.F.F. membership, you got all defensive and made comments about an "army of one," confirming (we felt) our suspicions. (2/10.04, "Freemasonry and Witchcraft," post #631)
ME: But in searching for antimasons, on- or off-line, they are a very scarce breed indeed. For the most part you find a website here and there, with the founder and at best half a dozen others on each. And what happened to your original assertion of "multitude of thousands of Ex-Masons for Jesus"--"Ex-Masons for Jesus," of course, being essentially an internet organization, implying that the ones you spoke of are on-line? Now thats a sidestep worthy of your infamous "one-man army" dodge! (2/10/04, "Freemasonry and Witchcraft," post #634)
D. Charles Pyle: You mean you don't know who Minister Hatchett is? He gave glowing reviews of your one-to-three man OFFian army and more or less claimed to be one of your own. (1/26/04, " Freemasonry and Witchcraft," post #462)
ME: Man, talk about a statement being O.F.F.! Try it again but omit "great" and "error" and "hundreds." And for my part, you can omit "Order" or you can substitute for it the word "Odor." Like DCP, I too have dealt with this laughable group. When they were challenged recently about puffed-up estimations of membership, they bristled and got defensive with comments about being "an army of one," which is more in line with their true membership than the "Hundreds" you suggest (In fact, if you are a member, then my total just increased to 3). (10/26/03, "Freemasonry and Witchcraft," post #342)
The comment in this one, that "they" were challenged, makes it hopeful that perhaps that discussion may still be located in conversations from the EMFJ board. But one thing is for sure, it happened, as the "army of one" or "one-man army" references clearly indicate. The statement is also attested to by D. Charles Pyle, who posted here as "DCP."
So, as is usually the case when your blustery denials are investigated, you are found to be telling the "bold-faced lie" that you try to accuse others of.
as far as we (O.F.F.) are concern, every Ex-Mason for Jesus is also a member of O.F.F. whether they have been formally recognized as such or not.
Wow, I can't wait to email Duane Washum my congratulations upon his induction into O.F.F. I'm sure he'll be so tickled about this he'll throw a party and invite all of us to come.
he knows emphatically I would NEVER divulge the number, nor the privacy of the members of our Order.
Funny thing, that "roster" you speak of. Even funnier, is your pretense that disclosing the number of members in your organization would somehow be tantamount to a "violation of privacy." To show just HOW ridiculous that is: anyone among our readers, I have to assume, would be very well acquainted with the heightened measures of privacy protection that have been implemented, particularly in our hospitals, and especially since 9-11. If I know someone who goes by the name of "Margie," for instance, I can't get the time of day from hospital personnel manning the information desk, to even find out what room they're in, unless I can tell them "Margaret" or whatever name they have on the registration printout. Yet I have engaged in casual conversation with those same people during less busy moments, and upon mention that the hospital was currently full, asked what the hospital's capacity was, and received a ready response. Since you would be divulging no personal information in doing so, what possible motive could you have for not revealing the number, other than sparing your own embarrassment if the total is particularly low: you know, like one to three? (And just in case you DO have a lucid moment and decide to give us a number? Please try to restrain yourself and avoid the temptation to try to boost your numbers by including emfj members who have never joined your "club." We are, after all, speaking of O.F.F., not emfj. You won't fool readers into thinking the two are synonymous, it's well-known history that you are not really in emfj's good graces.)
Seems you have a real sticky problem with projection, a natural defense mechanism. Defense mechanisms can be okay, but not when they put you in the position of denying things that are verifiable to the contrary. Defense mechanisms are described as:
unconscious psychological strategies brought into play by various entities to cope with reality and to maintain self-image. Healthy persons normally use different defenses throughout life. An ego defense mechanism becomes pathological only when its persistent use leads to maladaptive behavior such that the physical and/or mental health of the individual is adversely affected. The purpose of the Ego Defense Mechanisms is to protect the mind/self/ego from anxiety, social sanctions or to provide a refuge from a situation with which one cannot currently cope. (From Wikipedia, footnoting Encyclopedia Britannica)
Boy, did they hit the nail on the head with THAT one. But check out Encyclopedia Britannica on projection:
Projection is a form of defense in which unwanted feelings are displaced onto another person, where they then appear as a threat from the external world. A common form of projection occurs when an individual, threatened by his own angry feelings, accuses another of harbouring hostile thoughts.
Naturally as a Christian, you would be "against" lying. So the only way you can engage in it yourself is to project it onto me so that I become the "threat from the external world." But that last line really nails it down for me in understanding why I get so many accusations of being "deceptive" or "dishonest" just because I express an opinion with which you disagree. In order to escape from the "situation with which you cannot cope," i.e., being hard put for a response when confronted with the truth, you become angry; and then, threatened by your own angry feelings, accuse ME of harboring such thoughts.
Of course, the part about it being a mechanism to protect the ego, has always been more than obvious.
And since you are so fond of leveraging the disclaimers cited in the work of Masonic authors
I does not need "leverage" when I have truth. Pike disclaims his work for obvious historical reasons, which you well know, because it has come up more than once in past discussions. The statement on the O.F.F. site is hardly comparable, because though Pike DISCUSSES all sorts of things, he does not dogmatically proclaim it, but leaves it up to the reader. You, however, do just the opposite, and dogmatically proclaim practically every word that comes from you.
I'll simply leverage ours:
Just one more example of the duplicity of trying to have it both ways. You give lip service to denouncing that preface on every occasion in which it has been presented; yet you turn right around and avail yourself of the same privilege by creating a nice, convenient one of your own.
So are we to take it, then, that the articles posted on your website are meaningless, that you do not endorse a single thing any one of them says? Then why post them in the first place?
Pike had good reasons to do so, practically the entire bulk of the "ancient origins" theories plugged in his magnum opus had just been completely discounted by the work of Masonic historians just prior to publishing. For him, it was either let all the work go to waste, or post the disclaimer and let the reader make up his/her own mind.
So what's your excuse? Will you take the same route, and admit that your notions have also been thoroughly refuted, and therefore a disclaimer is in order? Or do you make the disclaimer because "50% or better of the content is not your own," and you post it to avoid charges of plagiarism? (Come to think of it, past history suggests we certainly can't put plagiarism past you.)
I think we already ascertained it actually, in the comments above: yours is a move calculated to "provide a refuge from a situation with which one cannot currently cope." And there is at least one glaring exception to your claim of non-endorsement per your disclaimer: you have in the past, more than once, expressed your affinity with John Ankerberg's positions. Therefore you cannot beg off with a disclaimer when you provide a link to Ankerberg's website, because your acceptance has already been verbalized. So tell me, why do you post a link to his site on a "resources" page, if you do not expect your readers to consider this a further resource agreeing with your opinions, and click the link? And how does the fact that he is a proven liar (see Morris & De Hoyos, "Is it True What They Say about Freemaonsry?") accord with your views and those of your website? Or doesn't the fact that you brazenly posted the false claim you just posted here, give solid evidence that you post the link to Ankerberg's site because the two of you are like peas in a pod?
Believe me, I rejoice when I see the prospect of you posting less on these boards, but not for the reasons you may think. What affects one Christian affects us all, and it's difficult to watch when you make choices like the one you just made in regard to this statement made by you.
Watching you post is like watching a guy running blindfolded through a cow pasture: he may get lucky for awhile, but you know that eventually the inevitable is going to catch up with him. I used to try to be gracious enough to at least give you the benefit of the doubt, and just attribute incidents like this one to a poor memory. But when you do it over and over and over, sooner or later one has to recognize the obvious, that there is nothing to which you would not stoop to save face in incidents like this one, and that false claims like this one, no matter how vehemently the denials are made, are being done deliberately and not accidentally. There comes a time when, once the hand of grace has been refused enough times to show someone will remain recalcitrant, to "Have nothing to do with the fruitless deeds of antimasonic darkness, but rather expose them."
It has happened enough times that I can only conclude that God chose to wink at it for awhile, but now this job that will entail more of your time being spent elsewhere, is God's way of taking you out of commission on this issue before you bring further embarrassment upon the Savior you profess to serve, in whose name you have founded this "ministry," and upon your fellow Christians.
Receive this blessing as the gift God intends. Give yourself some time for reflection. Life is too short for spending on spiteful personal vendettas.