hello again
i know just a few days aog i left a post telling everyone about that worst parts of my life. i have received messages and replys from so many different people. i appreciate all of your advice, and just that the fact that you all have acknowledged me. i absolutely loved the feeling...and still do. i never realised how many people could possibly care about me in this world.
I signed up on this site because i was hoping, and wishing, someone cound (and would) help me. the one thing i didn't expect was that there are so many...someoneS...so i would like to thank each and every one of you, and say "i love you all!"
Now im going to get to hte second point of my post...something i have onliny realised in the past few days.
I have gone through so much in the past years of my life. note: "past". i have messed up in so many ways, and i allowed it to bring me down further. i started blmaing other people for my problems, and i finally realised how selfish iw as being. i have sinned so many times i believed i could not be forgiven. i lied, i stole, i cheated my way through life and happiness.
I did the drugs, show'd disrespect to those around me among many other things. i always believed nobody was there for me. but i was incredibly wrong. they were there for me all along. i just couldn't see it. now i do.
i've finally realised different people have been there for me in different ways. some to lecture, and some to give support and encouragement. and others in ways i couldn't imagine.
This morning i woke up and felt like a new person. i don't know what happened. but one thing i do believe is that my one true father helped me. he guided me through life and taught me right from wrong, by allowing me to make my own mistakes. i believe he knew it would one day lead me to him. nobodies perfect on this earth, and he has shown me that we aren't we are today without our past experiences, mistakes and problems. Everyone deserves a second chance, and a third, and so on. with god you get all the chances you need and want. its never to late to right a wrong. we just need to be strong for one day, when he believes we are ready and have learnt well he will take us from all this to be with him and all our worries will be gone.
So im going to live my life like my time on earth could end tomorrow. you never know what could happen. start each day as a new day and leave the past in the past.
i hope that everyone else can learn what i have learnt in life. and be happy. all it took me was the light.
also i would just like you all to know im here for any of you wether you just want someone to listen to or to talk to. i won't judge you. and im here.
love always jessie
i know just a few days aog i left a post telling everyone about that worst parts of my life. i have received messages and replys from so many different people. i appreciate all of your advice, and just that the fact that you all have acknowledged me. i absolutely loved the feeling...and still do. i never realised how many people could possibly care about me in this world.
I signed up on this site because i was hoping, and wishing, someone cound (and would) help me. the one thing i didn't expect was that there are so many...someoneS...so i would like to thank each and every one of you, and say "i love you all!"
Now im going to get to hte second point of my post...something i have onliny realised in the past few days.
I have gone through so much in the past years of my life. note: "past". i have messed up in so many ways, and i allowed it to bring me down further. i started blmaing other people for my problems, and i finally realised how selfish iw as being. i have sinned so many times i believed i could not be forgiven. i lied, i stole, i cheated my way through life and happiness.
I did the drugs, show'd disrespect to those around me among many other things. i always believed nobody was there for me. but i was incredibly wrong. they were there for me all along. i just couldn't see it. now i do.
i've finally realised different people have been there for me in different ways. some to lecture, and some to give support and encouragement. and others in ways i couldn't imagine.
This morning i woke up and felt like a new person. i don't know what happened. but one thing i do believe is that my one true father helped me. he guided me through life and taught me right from wrong, by allowing me to make my own mistakes. i believe he knew it would one day lead me to him. nobodies perfect on this earth, and he has shown me that we aren't we are today without our past experiences, mistakes and problems. Everyone deserves a second chance, and a third, and so on. with god you get all the chances you need and want. its never to late to right a wrong. we just need to be strong for one day, when he believes we are ready and have learnt well he will take us from all this to be with him and all our worries will be gone.
So im going to live my life like my time on earth could end tomorrow. you never know what could happen. start each day as a new day and leave the past in the past.
i hope that everyone else can learn what i have learnt in life. and be happy. all it took me was the light.
also i would just like you all to know im here for any of you wether you just want someone to listen to or to talk to. i won't judge you. and im here.
love always jessie
