I have a unique manifestation of this gift. It's weak the entire time but seems growing in power recently and I'm not sure the reason why. I'm also not sure how I came to having this gift.
Before anyone tries to report this post, I'd like to make it clear, I had this gift since birth, I just can't explain why. A Christian once thought I'm possessed tried to perform exocism on me but didn't work.
The manifestation in me is different. I don't have full control of it.
It only manifests in moments of very strong emotions.
Two types of strong emotions will trigger different manifestation. Strong emotion caused by extreme anxiety will trigger wide area effect manifestation that can affect local weather, electrical grid, disrupt electrical devices, corrupt digital data, and geological effect.
Strong emotion caused by defensive reaction on the otherhand will trigger much weaker, very local / short range effect. This one will sometimes move objects with some degree of control by me but it's very fleeting.
I observed this unique gift is "timeless", unbounded by time for many things. At plain sight, I might have this gift since birth but it may be something I came to realization at present or in the future that caused me to have the gift.
Seems like a useful gift but really annoying sometimes. If I'm having an "episode" all computers in the house, phone, including the car will experience failures simultaneously! Worse, it could knock out the power in the whole subdivision. Fortunately, the disruption is only temporary and hopefully without permanent damage.
I would sometimes feel myself existing as digital data inside computers during an episode, very strange feeling. Just eternal darkness, white noise, and forces is all you can perceive.
Unsure why, and why now?