Support thread for ED/SI/etc ... come on in! *poss. trig* (2)

[Soulwings]

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[Arianna]

welcome to the new thread
(that is for anyone who comes by)

 

[oneandlonely]

/me pops in.

How is everyone today?

 

[Soulwings]

Yey, Ari is back! I was just going to PM you and see if you were okay, cos I've missed seeing you around. How're you doing??

Bethany I'm ... meh. Hanging in there. And listening a lot to Stand in the Rain by Superchic[k]. Awesome song and ... well, it says what I can't.

How is everyone else?

 

[BrokenForHim]

I love that song...I'm doing meh today hugs for everybody

 

[oneandlonely]

April, I'm glad to hear that you're hanging in there. You can do this. I promise. . I love that song. Listen to the lyrics, they are right, you won't drown

Ari how are you doing?

Lindz, how are things today love?

 

[Arianna]

Yey, Ari is back! I was just going to PM you and see if you were okay, cos I've missed seeing you around. How're you doing??

Hi April
i am doing ok. I am glad to be back! I missed everyone! How are you?

April, I'm glad to hear that you're hanging in there. You can do this. I promise. . I love that song. Listen to the lyrics, they are right, you won't drown

Ari how are you doing?

Lindz, how are things today love?

hi

 

[broadway_bound]

woohoo! new thread! I havent heard that song yet, but ive been told to listen to it before...i really should. Glad to see everyones fairly swell right now!

 

[Quiddler]

I love that song.

I'm so crap tonight. It hasn't been this bad in a long time, and I don't know what I've done wrong. I can't stop thinking, I can't stop anything. I'm so tired of everything, of eating and drinking and meds and all the appointments that I've got. I'm SO SICK OF IT ALL. And I don't know what to do. I just want to give up, give it all up. I can't handle this kind of mental stress and there is absolutely nothing that I can do about it. I've tried praying. I've tried distractions. I've tried writing about it. And nothing works.

 

[Tinkerbell222222]

Quiddler... I'm sorry...that's no fun. Just hang in there. Don't give up babe. Just get through a day at a time. You can do it...

 

[oneandlonely]

I love that song.

I'm so crap tonight. It hasn't been this bad in a long time, and I don't know what I've done wrong. I can't stop thinking, I can't stop anything. I'm so tired of everything, of eating and drinking and meds and all the appointments that I've got. I'm SO SICK OF IT ALL. And I don't know what to do. I just want to give up, give it all up. I can't handle this kind of mental stress and there is absolutely nothing that I can do about it. I've tried praying. I've tried distractions. I've tried writing about it. And nothing works.

Oh Q, you can do this. You can. You're stronger than you think you are. Just take things one day at a time. You'll make it. I know it sucks sometimes tho. *hugs*

I'm praying for you

 

[Quiddler]

Thanks.

I just hope I can. One day at a time still seems so overwhelming. There are three meals in a day. And numerous snacks.

I just want a break.

 

[Daysoni]

Just popping into say that everyone is in my thoughts and prayers

 

[beckybooiloveu]

*HUGE HUGS* Q... you can make it sweetie... take everything minute by minute... its just a bumb in the road that takes a little more energy to get over... but you can do it...

 

[texannurse]

Praying for you Quiddler - I know this hurts like heck, but as you have told me before, the pain has got to be worth it and freedom has a very high price.
Stay strong, PM me if you need to!

 

[Soulwings]

/me peeks in.

How are you all today?

 

[Quiddler]

Thanks for the support, guys.

I don't know how I can do this, though. There seems like there isn't any hope left. Or maybe I'm whining about nothing, I don't know. I just wish that ... oh hell, I don't even know what I wish anymore. So many things that will never happen.

I want to hurt myself. This isn't a threat or anything. It's just... I know things about my meds that are good to know, but can be used against recovery. And that desire is scary.

I can't do this anymore.

 

[BrokenForHim]

you can do this hun ..you have made it this far already...don't turn back...take each day as it comes...your not alone and your loved so much...you CAN do this

 

[Quiddler]

I'm just so freaking tired. And things just ... aren't going well. I don't want to fight against "the punks" anymore. The eating disordered thoughts. I just want to let them take over, and let me do what I *really* want to do, instead of what I know I *should* do.

I really hope that things will be okay.

Tomorrow is another anniversary, the end of the second year that I've been a cutter. I remember 10 December 2004 quite vividly. And it hurts ... to know how much I've wrecked my life.

 

[Bamboo_Chicken]

Q, we're all going to be praying you through it sis. You can do this Beautiful. I know you can.