Hi my names Jo and ive been struggling generally all my life due to depression. This year has been awful 
God told me in a dream at the beginning of it that I would be very needy and need constant prayer which I have. Im struggling with issues from my past. My mother left when i was 2. She has a mental age of a child and has schizophrenia.My dad brought me up on his own. It was a very negative atmosphere. I never felt my dad was interested in what I had to say. Anyway.
Ive prob only had 1 good week since January. Ive been strugglin with wanting to hurt myself. i know its rejection from my child hood. I do know now that god does love me. I just dont realise what im doing. I feel very alone at times. Ive just started counselling. If anyone could pray for me that would be great thanks.
God told me in a dream at the beginning of it that I would be very needy and need constant prayer which I have. Im struggling with issues from my past. My mother left when i was 2. She has a mental age of a child and has schizophrenia.My dad brought me up on his own. It was a very negative atmosphere. I never felt my dad was interested in what I had to say. Anyway.Ive prob only had 1 good week since January. Ive been strugglin with wanting to hurt myself. i know its rejection from my child hood. I do know now that god does love me. I just dont realise what im doing. I feel very alone at times. Ive just started counselling. If anyone could pray for me that would be great thanks.
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