Lord have mercy - what a day I had today. Where's Gurney? I need someone who can relate!
I normally avoid middle schools if I can - I tend to like the littlest ones and the older high schoolers best. But I took this job so I can attend Church and Bible study - and beggars can't be choosers. We were supposed to have Bible study today (it got cancelled - Father is ill, unfortunately - I pray he feels better!). And half-days on my schedule are rare. So anyway - today I was "Coach" ... at a very rough Middle School. One of my classes had FORTY 6th graders. NO ONE should be responsible for FORTY 6th graders, especially defiant, mouthy ones!
There were not one, but two fights today. Not my students, and at least I managed to keep mine out of it. But I couldn't talk them down, and I don't step in the middle of fights when the students are bigger than me. They were mild as fights go though.
Many, MANY incidents of probably just raging hormones. Usually starting by a boy teasing a girl, the girl hitting the boy, playfighting ensues,and then they are chasing each other - usually the girl chasing the boy trying to smack him or the boy wrestling the girl. I lost track of how many of those I had to break up.
Between classes the other coaches were nowhere to be seen sometimes, and I had not one but FOUR classes to keep an eye on. If forty students is bad - imagine 160.
But you'd be amazed how good these kids are for me. They are an extreme exercise in maintaining calm, treating other human beings with dignity even when they don't "deserve" it, not letting one's pride get provoked by not enforcing the "authority" one is supposed to expect to have, and drawing lines for behavior and holding others accountable when they cross them. My husband asked me tonight if I wasn't stressed out in dealing with all this, and I can truthfully say that I am not. A year ago my stress would have been through the roof, and not only that, but I'd probably have been terrified of them.
It's good for me - but today was one of the most difficult days ever. And I'm still immature enough to need someone to whine to, lol ... so I hope y'all don't mind the post!