Hey,
I wasn't sure if I was allowed to make another introduction. I guess after being away for so long (6/7years) it almost warrants it. Also, I'm not entirely sure I was ever 'really' here to begin with. A long time has passed and a lot has changed. I've changed. Life has changed (as you would expect). I've made some pretty huge mistakes, one of which was being drawn away from something that was very important to me. Faith. The other mistakes I can't do much about, but I can do something about this.
When I was here before in my early 20's I met a lot of awesome people. I made some great friends, but I lost most of them through distancing myself. I'm at a point in life where I need that again, I feel for a long time I've lived some sort of lie. I faked my way through being happy, I faked my way through an abusive relationship and I shunned what I could see happening trying to somehow repress any real thought or emotion I had until it came to a breaking point.
Life is slowly being pieced together again. I'm back to who I actually am. Who I actually was before. I'm me again, and I kinda like it
Anyway.. if anyone needs/wants a chat I'm pretty much always online as I'm a Multimedia programmer so always at a pc
So... hi
I'm Kris.
(Also, this is one of my favorite songs and has helped me a couple of times when I've felt awful - Darlene Zschech - How Great Is Our God - [Live 2007] - YouTube)
*wave*
I wasn't sure if I was allowed to make another introduction. I guess after being away for so long (6/7years) it almost warrants it. Also, I'm not entirely sure I was ever 'really' here to begin with. A long time has passed and a lot has changed. I've changed. Life has changed (as you would expect). I've made some pretty huge mistakes, one of which was being drawn away from something that was very important to me. Faith. The other mistakes I can't do much about, but I can do something about this.
When I was here before in my early 20's I met a lot of awesome people. I made some great friends, but I lost most of them through distancing myself. I'm at a point in life where I need that again, I feel for a long time I've lived some sort of lie. I faked my way through being happy, I faked my way through an abusive relationship and I shunned what I could see happening trying to somehow repress any real thought or emotion I had until it came to a breaking point.
Life is slowly being pieced together again. I'm back to who I actually am. Who I actually was before. I'm me again, and I kinda like it
Anyway.. if anyone needs/wants a chat I'm pretty much always online as I'm a Multimedia programmer so always at a pc
So... hi
(Also, this is one of my favorite songs and has helped me a couple of times when I've felt awful - Darlene Zschech - How Great Is Our God - [Live 2007] - YouTube)
*wave*
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