To go into all the details, would take too long and besides, I fear many would not understand and try to judge on what they don't know, so I will just put out the very basic need and trust that God places this in the hands of those that should have it.
We need to move, the problem is that we live in poverty and cannot afford to move. Many times we have talked of selling everything and running away, problem is, that would leave behind debt that we don't believe is Godly to leave behind. So we spend time looking for additional work, better job, or starting our own business, so that we can move.
We have lived in our current house 7 years now. When we first moved here, God gave us the grace to deal with it but progresively things have gotten worse. We work 7 days a week, are unable to go to church, have no friends, extended family problems, etc. that adds to the pain. It got so bad that our 14 year old son ran away from home a year or so ago, looking for someplace for us to move. We were able to talk him into coming home for a while but he is showing signs of preparing to leave again. He is too young and immature to understand anything except that we need to move, that he needs to move. I have a feeling that he is starting to feel rejected by God on this issue, a feeling we fight daily but we have a much more mature faith than he does. Please pray that we can keep our son home until he is old enough to tackle the world and that God takes us home whether that is equipping us to live here or allowing us to move, we would be thrilled with either.
We need to move, the problem is that we live in poverty and cannot afford to move. Many times we have talked of selling everything and running away, problem is, that would leave behind debt that we don't believe is Godly to leave behind. So we spend time looking for additional work, better job, or starting our own business, so that we can move.
We have lived in our current house 7 years now. When we first moved here, God gave us the grace to deal with it but progresively things have gotten worse. We work 7 days a week, are unable to go to church, have no friends, extended family problems, etc. that adds to the pain. It got so bad that our 14 year old son ran away from home a year or so ago, looking for someplace for us to move. We were able to talk him into coming home for a while but he is showing signs of preparing to leave again. He is too young and immature to understand anything except that we need to move, that he needs to move. I have a feeling that he is starting to feel rejected by God on this issue, a feeling we fight daily but we have a much more mature faith than he does. Please pray that we can keep our son home until he is old enough to tackle the world and that God takes us home whether that is equipping us to live here or allowing us to move, we would be thrilled with either.