- Oct 23, 2004
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Somerimes it's easy to say that this time is for sure.
Sometimes it's easy to ignore your past.
Sometimes it's easy to run away.
Sometimes it's easy to pretend.
Sometimes it's easy to forget, but sometimes it's not.
I have sworn to follow Him in his walk with me.
I would close my eyes and try to feel his presence.
When I open my eyes His footsteps are gone.
I backtrack to the last sight of them.
I fear that one day that backtracking won't be enough.
I fear that I will lose what is dearest to me.
He is more than my children....
more than my school....
more than my career....
and much more than me.
This is the time to pray for my soul, but I'm afraid that I have forgotten how. I am a very cynical person. I am all about the fine print in things? My heart believes, but my mind is having doubts. How do I erase those doubts without losing the very soul that I am trying to protect? I don't want to erase the person that I am. I just want to make that person into the man that He will welcome into his home.
Eric
Sometimes it's easy to ignore your past.
Sometimes it's easy to run away.
Sometimes it's easy to pretend.
Sometimes it's easy to forget, but sometimes it's not.
I have sworn to follow Him in his walk with me.
I would close my eyes and try to feel his presence.
When I open my eyes His footsteps are gone.
I backtrack to the last sight of them.
I fear that one day that backtracking won't be enough.
I fear that I will lose what is dearest to me.
He is more than my children....
more than my school....
more than my career....
and much more than me.
This is the time to pray for my soul, but I'm afraid that I have forgotten how. I am a very cynical person. I am all about the fine print in things? My heart believes, but my mind is having doubts. How do I erase those doubts without losing the very soul that I am trying to protect? I don't want to erase the person that I am. I just want to make that person into the man that He will welcome into his home.
Eric