Just stopping in to say hi to my friends and give you all some updatesI have been really busy with sleeping a lot (on and off 14 hours a day) and spending time with my babies, plushies and the love of my life,
my artwork. Oh and I really do think I am asexual as I found out that due to all the rejection I have gotten from men over the years and years, it has caused me to become asexual as in I have no interest in getting close to a man at this point in my life!
Speaking of men, that guy who is a MAJOR JERK that I have written about on here, tossed me aside for a girl who is 20 years younger than he is, he met her the same place he met me, and when I told him to take a hike cause of his attitude towards me, not soon after he hit it off SO WELL with her, WHICH IS GREAT!!!!!!!.
I heard that he has fallen deep in love with her and I heard that he thinks she is so hot cause she has that long dark hair. Glad he found a pretty woman cause I was dog ugly in his eyes. I heard that they spend every night and morning chatting with each other, he found his soul mate I see! I was so easy to replace, I always am. 
Believe it or not, I am VERY HAPPY about being replaced, cause it is a reality check for me.....I am SO replaceable and I have been sleeping those on and off 14 hours that way I can live in a dream world which I love!!!!.
I mean I hate him after all and still do!But I am TOTALLY Loving life, I found out (not by a doc) that I am asexual, that would explain the rejection so much even with that jerk who dumped me for the girl who is 20 years younger than he is. But I AM THRILLED that I am asexual cause that means I got rejected not cause I was not good enough BUT cause God wants me to be like an angel in heaven as in NOOOOOOOOO relationships or sexual feelings what so ever!
OH, I am So thankful for that and the roof over my head for me and my babies, (Plushies). Sadly that may change soon, as my best friend only has enough money for one more month left of rent (August) and she has yet to get a job and I have yet to get approved of SSI. So, if I become homeless by the month of Sept, oh well I guess that is a blessing too, I get to live in the woods and become closer to God.
See my best friend's family have said to her on a couple of occasions that it would be in the best interest for HER to move home and ONLY HER. So where does that leave me, NO WHERE but in the woods with me and my babies and God. If it happens that way oh well, it is what it is, heck who knows I may sleep even more! I want you all to know that I am praying for you all. Sorry that I am not around much, my babies and love of my life need a lot of my attention.
God bless you all!!!!!
No, I am not gay at all I just don't like the idea of men near me cause of this guy. Which is cool cause I am like a guardian angel. 
