Sliding back and forth

[dabro]

hey guys, I'm just here to ask everyone to pray for me. I have been slipping into a addiction I got away from ten years ago. I have been dealing with a lot of pain the last eight years and I just thought well we will see if this will make me happy. It's been so long since I dated someone I was truly head over hills for. I think that a lot of the pain I went and am going thru is because of that. I went thru a depressive psychosis back in 05 and lost me ex. I don't get out much becuase social anxiety. And I often prayed to God for a wife but nothing ever happened.



I know all this sounds pathetic and I know in my heart ppl don't want to hear it. I just thought I would start a conversation here so you all can pray that I'm delivered from the sin I am dealing with. I hope everyone's night is swell.

 

[Galadriel]

Hey dabro, praying for you, hang in there. Life can really knock you down sometimes, but just keep pushing through. Don't feel that people don't care or that it's pathetic, we all struggle with things and anyone who says they don't (or havent) is full of it.

 

[riesie]

hey guys, I'm just here to ask everyone to pray for me. I have been slipping into a addiction I got away from ten years ago. I have been dealing with a lot of pain the last eight years and I just thought well we will see if this will make me happy. It's been so long since I dated someone I was truly head over hills for. I think that a lot of the pain I went and am going thru is because of that. I went thru a depressive psychosis back in 05 and lost me ex. I don't get out much becuase social anxiety. And I often prayed to God for a wife but nothing ever happened.



I know all this sounds pathetic and I know in my heart ppl don't want to hear it. I just thought I would start a conversation here so you all can pray that I'm delivered from the sin I am dealing with. I hope everyone's night is swell.

Hey dabro. First of all it's or you are absolutely not pathetic! If you like to type it off a bit I'm here to listen. I know a lot of people don't want to hear about it because it's not easy. Most of them want everything to be easy inlife. But life is not. So I'm here to listen. I don't garantee solutions but sometimes just listening can help. You may also send a pm if that suits you better. May God bless you and help you in this dark times! !! Don't give up. And for the sake of it, did your addiction help you the last time I'm wondering?

 

[dabro]

It hurt me the last time but helps me this time. Thank you for listening.

 

[riesie]

It hurt me the last time but helps me this time. Thank you for listening.

Are there great risks involved?

 

[dabro]

Yes extremely it's hurting me now making me manic. So I had to cut ties with who i was getting it from.....

 

[riesie]

Yes extremely it's hurting me now making me manic. So I had to cut ties with who i was getting it from.....

So it's not helping this time either ay?

 

[JCFantasy23]

My prayers for you - sounds like you have a lot of hard stuff going on.

 

[riesie]

Yes extremely it's hurting me now making me manic. So I had to cut ties with who i was getting it from.....

How are you doing? Don't lose hope you!

 

[dabro]

I got away from the meth. Nine years sober out the window but I will not hold myself by counting the days I have been sober. I have realized that it is only by the a Lords grace that I'm able to resist.

 

[riesie]

I got away from the meth. Nine years sober out the window but I will not hold myself by counting the days I have been sober. I have realized that it is only by the a Lords grace that I'm able to resist.

Wow...heavy stuff man! And how are you coping right now?

 

[dabro]

I'm doing good. The Lord is helping me each and every single day.

 

[riesie]

I'm doing good. The Lord is helping me each and every single day.

Good to hear. Don't lose hope in the Lord! He will save you!

 

[royal priest]

Do you have any friends locally that can help you?
Ecclesiastes 4:9-12,
"Two are better than one because they have a good return for their labor. For if either of them falls, the one will lift up his companion. But woe to the one who falls when there is not another to lift him up. Furthermore, if two lie down together they keep warm, but how can one be warm alone? And if one can overpower him who is alone, two can resist him. A cord of three strands is not quickly torn apart."

 

[dabro]

Thank you all for your prayers. I've been off the meth since December, I don't have a desire to do it cuz I resisted for nine years and my conscience is so calibrated that I just don't get tempted haha, thank God Almighty for Hos unfailing Love towards us children. His little ones. Woe to those who cause one of Gods little ones to sin. It would be better for him to have a rock tide around his neck and drown than to cause one of Gods little ones to sin.



The person that was giving me meth got ran over. He is still alive thank God but it busted up his leg bad. When you know the law of the land. And know that you're dealing drugs to one of Gods little ones. You will reap what you sow. Please pray that God will deliver him from breaking the law and breaking the moral law that is Gods commandments. May the Holy Spirit move over him and convict him of his wrongdoing and may he believe in the one True God.

 

[Brianlear]

Glad you are off meth. There are natural, God-made stimulants on this earth and in their naturally occurring amounts are not harmful (Coffee, Tea, Ginseng, Yerba, Ma-Huang, etc). The man-made stuff is horrible. It's a pattern throughout human history.