Well, you've heard wrong. You remember a man by the name of Saul, whom later changed his name to Paul He sought nothing. And he is, in part, the reason Christianity exists today
Most people don't experience what prophets and apostles experienced.
God chose Paul for a reason.
I think it turned out to be a good choice.
An unlikely one (in our perspective) too.
A Pharisee, turning out to become the Apostle to the Gentiles.
Persistence and repetition has a funny way of doing that.
Maybe, but that's not what i was alluding to.
Yes, we're supposed to pursue a change in ourselves, in our ways, and growing smaller in the flesh while growing larger in the Lord.
It's "the good fight", isn't it?
And not to earn points, but because it's the right direction.
Things gradually and sometimes suddenly get a different perspective.
Funny how the mere testing of His existence would require as such, but others seem to receive messages without request, or with little effort Why not just reveal to all???? Satan is aware of His existence. It changed nothing. Satan was still defiant. Makes no sense.... Just reveal to all. Very simple...
Yeah, it seems God is "playing hard to get" most of the times.
And sometimes He reveals Himself to individuals.
But remember, blessed is the person who has not seen yet believes.
I'm not sure either, why God is so elusive.
But it seems He wants us to seek him and persist.
In all it seems to be a selection procedure of some sorts.
It appears as if only a relative few people will be saved, but Revelation 7:9 indicates differently.
And in all, the lake of Fire (the 2nd death) was not intended for humans.
God did not create man to die, but to live.
Then you either slept though some of the Bible readings, or skipped parts. There exists many verses in the Bible, which speak of Hell and burning. Look it up
I'm quite aware of the apologetics of the traditional view and the Conditional Immortality view.
I have struggled with the subject for about 2 years, when i became convinced the traditional view was the correct one.
It was hell and i have never hated God more than in that period of time.
I am unable to love, respect or submit to God when He puts most all of my friends and family in a place of never ending torture, to suffer in agony for ever and ever without purpose or outcome.
And it makes the idea of a just and loving Father a total joke.
But i was afraid to study the subject, because i was afraid it was actually true.
If it was true, i would end up in eternal conscious torment myself, because it would make it impossible for me to worship God if it was true.
And there would be no escape either.
But it didn't make sense that we should love our fellow humans and then see them going to the eternal torture facility.
Much more good things of the Christian doctrine wouldn't make sense either.
Jesus dying for the sins of the world, because the wages of sin is death, and then God creating many of his creatures to be tortured forever as a wages of sin?
You can't torture what's dead.
John 3:16 doesn't make sense either when the traditional view is true.
So eventually i just HAD to know the deal.
So i set out to investigate the matter.
A lot of the traditional view is built on ambiguous translation and interpretation.
In all, i'd say that more than 80% of the Bible texts relevant to this question point to death as the wages of sin and the ultimate fate of the unsaved.
It's a crying shame that many people reject God because of the traditional view on this matter.
People hate God for it.
And so did i.
But i couldn't reject Him, because i believed in Him being the One True God..
It's more probable that it's the only one you'll get, so make it count!
But what would be the point?
If this is all, i will have learned nothing of it, because all i learned will die with me.
I haven't got any children to pass on my 'wisdom'.
And they would die too, and eventually the solar system will wear down and all life will cease.
Quite pointless i.m.o.
A case could be made that this holds true for the believers in the Bible. Meaning, most would rather not look too deep into the claims of the Bible, and just accept it as true, to sooth them
Yeah, of course.
But for soothing you have to be selective too.
But in my case, i come from the other side.
I always dismissed God, Jesus and the Bible.
I believed man exists to evolve / grow and become Gods themselves..
New Age / Luciferian / Gnostic stuff, basically.
Ideas launched by socialite elites around the mid 19th century to a wider audience.
Theosophy.
It is quite easy to read passages from an ancient book of claimed prophecies, and draw connections accordingly. People have been doing it for the Bible since it was canonized. And yet, here we still are today
I was referring to the things in the world i mentioned, which are all connected.
Itś a big picture thing, a package deal.
But so is the Bible.
Not that everything is clear, though..
I'm a doubter, and I don't. So what say you, about me?.?.?.?
I'm enjoying this conversation with you.
You seem to be disappointed in your expectations, especially after 30 years of trying.
I follow the evidence, regardless of where it came from.
I always say i follow the evidence where ever it leads to, regardless of my preferences.
Only that's not entirely true anymore.
I started my quest for truth like that, but gradually i landed on this worldview, and it has passed the tests, so my point of view is from this stable position now, in stead of the initial birds eye view i needed to find this place.
The Bible makes some claims which are likely true. It also makes some claims which are likely false, based upon the findings.
You would have to be more specific.
But my rule of thumb is more or less that from Genesis 6 onward it is a history book.
I'm not sure about the parts before that.
The story told in Genesis 1 to 5 i believe to be true none the less, but not necessarily as a report of events, but maybe to some extent it is.
If the Flood was global or local i don't know either.
It's not that important to me anymore if it is.
According to whom or what? I 'know' it's wrong to kill dogs. Many in China genuinely disagree. Who's right?
Conscience.
We know good and bad, we have a conscience, we all fail to live by it at some point.
So God telling us, in the Bible, that slavery is 'a okay'
You're projecting our modern day view of slavery, and the horrors of it in the past on what it meant then.
and woman are inferior to men in leadership is absolute?
Is it wrong because it's not politically correct in our days now?
Aren't there differences between male skills and talents and female skills and talents?
I thought it was more-so because the majority are intellectually lazy, and many instead simply appeal to authority Or like to be spoon fed 'truth'?
This is true, but people with power can make use of that to push their agendas.
Rulers are always trying to make people believe and think what they should believe and think.