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I know i'm not in a good place right now so What I say may be exagerated. I'm soo tired of feeling like this everyday. There's no way out for me I've been trying for nearly as long as I've been depressed. I'm so sick of not knowing whether I'm gonna make it through the day. I'm not sleeping so nights just make it worse...when it comes down to the very core of what I feel I wish I was dead...I can't do this anymore pretty pathetic huh that I feel like this that I'm giving up on life at 15. I don't even deserve to be alive I'm a joke I should just go curl up and die...
 

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pockleberry said:
I know i'm not in a good place right now so What I say may be exagerated. I'm soo tired of feeling like this everyday. There's no way out for me I've been trying for nearly as long as I've been depressed. I'm so sick of not knowing whether I'm gonna make it through the day. I'm not sleeping so nights just make it worse...when it comes down to the very core of what I feel I wish I was dead...I can't do this anymore pretty pathetic huh that I feel like this that I'm giving up on life at 15. I don't even deserve to be alive I'm a joke I should just go curl up and die...


What's bothering you pocketberry?

Why do you feel this way?

Can you try to explain?
 
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Pocketberry,

You aren't given up on life or you would't be here! I know that it can be so hard sometimes but you can't keep trying. God is there and He hears the cries of His children... You will be okay. If you just need to vent, you vent and we will listen. I wish you the best and I will pray for you. Best Wishes. Lily00:blush:
 
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lily00 said:
Pocketberry,

You aren't given up on life or you would't be here! I know that it can be so hard sometimes but you can't keep trying. God is there and He hears the cries of His children... You will be okay. If you just need to vent, you vent and we will listen. I wish you the best and I will pray for you. Best Wishes. Lily00:blush:

Good advice lily00!
 
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It gets worse around the holidays i guess because i have more time to think and that generally isn't a good thing. Ppl are getting at me at the moment and that is making me feel worse about myself. I guess i don't want to be dead i'm just fed up of feeling like this

Do you read the Bible constantly?
 
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i got out of the habbit of reading it cause it just got too hard so i guess the truthful answer to that wld be no

Was it hard because you could not understand what you were reading or was it because you did not like what it was saying?
 
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pockleberry said:
It gets worse around the holidays i guess because i have more time to think and that generally isn't a good thing. Ppl are getting at me at the moment and that is making me feel worse about myself. I guess i don't want to be dead i'm just fed up of feeling like this

Give us some idea of what you feel badly about yourself. I would like to pray for you but need a little more info in order to pray more specifically. :pray:
 
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pockleberry said:
It gets worse around the holidays i guess because i have more time to think and that generally isn't a good thing. Ppl are getting at me at the moment and that is making me feel worse about myself. I guess i don't want to be dead i'm just fed up of feeling like this
My dear friend,
I ask about the holidays because of the time of year, winter.
Not because of festivities.
Many people react to the low sunlight levels in the wintertime.
A disorder known as S.A.D.

You might look into the possibility that you need more bright sunlight.
 
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Merlin (Quote/)I ask about the holidays because of the time of year, winter.
Not because of festivities.Many people react to the low sunlight levels in the wintertime. A disorder known as S.A.D.(Quote/)


Oh right I feel a bit silly now cause i didn't get that thats what u ment...nah i dont think that is something I have a problem with i've heard of it before but like I said the only thing that makes the holidays bad is the lack of structure like right now im on study leave for exams so i only have to go into school when i have exams the time when i should be studying turns into time when neggative thoughts go round my head.

missionary1 (quote/) Was it hard because you could not understand what you were reading or was it because you did not like what it was saying? (Quote/)

I found it hard because doing anything like reading I just couldn't do I couldn't concentrate for long enough to be able to it but I guess that there was more to it than that like i found it hard to believe what it said god thought about me. When I read about God loving me i found it really hard to believe that it actually ment me.

Hackett (quote/) Give us some idea of what you feel badly about yourself. I would like to pray for you but need a little more info in order to pray more specifically. (quote/)

I don't like myself never have done really. I guess the main thing is self esteem when i said ppl were getting at me is because ive started cutting again and I'm not eating properly...
 
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This is to let you know you are being thought of today and I care.

Whom the Son sets free is free indeed. Jesus came that you would have life and life more abundantly.

I ask the Lord Jesus to give you what you have need of to make the right decisions for you today.

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