Seeking Christian Wife but Doesn't Exist?

[Kyle William]

Don't know if anyone is still reading this

 

[Kyle William]

I would appreciate continued prayers friends, and any advice. A few people responded, so I'm not sure what to do. Thank you

 

[Kyle William]

just seeing if people will continue praying for me :'(

 

[timewerx]

I'm not sure if this is of any help.

I also felt miserable being single up to my mid twenties and quite desperate looking for my "soulmate". But now in mid thirties, still single, after going through a lot of things, I now realize that meeting your life-long partner in life isn't really that big deal.

I've hit rock bottom, gave up my apartment, moved back to my parent's house, sold my car, unemployed for a long time. At some point, I got a job elsewhere but the living conditions is like prison, literally! I had to endure sleep deprivation and malnutrition due to that.

Now, I'm slowly getting back on my feet, but I realize, there are much worse things than being single.

Now, I'm just happy being alive without fear of getting abused or face sleep deprivation or malnutrition anymore! Little things I used to take for granted, now I give thanks! So in all honesty, I feel more content and happy now than before my I hit rock bottom.

 

[Kyle William]

I'm not sure if this is of any help.

I also felt miserable being single up to my mid twenties and quite desperate looking for my "soulmate". But now in mid thirties, still single, after going through a lot of things, I now realize that meeting your life-long partner in life isn't really that big deal.

I've hit rock bottom, gave up my apartment, moved back to my parent's house, sold my car, unemployed for a long time. At some point, I got a job elsewhere but the living conditions is like prison, literally! I had to endure sleep deprivation and malnutrition due to that.

Now, I'm slowly getting back on my feet, but I realize, there are much worse things than being single.

Now, I'm just happy being alive without fear of getting abused or face sleep deprivation or malnutrition anymore! Little things I used to take for granted, now I give thanks! So in all honesty, I feel more content and happy now than before my I hit rock bottom.

I know but I've already had a very horrible life, including homelessness for extended periods, debts that made me work like a slave and now I'm free in my low cost tiny house log cabin. Can be jobless it's so easy to pay rent and I've seen the entire country towing my house and the agony of loneliness has only become so much worse I feel like Job and just would rather be dead. I'm so empty in my heart on earth I might as well drop dead and be with Christ. I simply have no one.

 

[timewerx]

I know but I've already had a very horrible life, including homelessness for extended periods, debts that made me work like a slave and now I'm free in my low cost tiny house log cabin. Can be jobless it's so easy to pay rent and I've seen the entire country towing my house and the agony of loneliness has only become so much worse I feel like Job and just would rather be dead. I'm so empty in my heart on earth I might as well drop dead and be with Christ. I simply have no one.

Sorry to hear.

I find it interesting that despite your poverty, you still long for a partner. When I became poor, I lost interest in having relationships and stopped looking for someone.

Perhaps we're different. But it isn't your fault. We live in a cruel world and the dating world can be quite tough. It's just the way things are and we should try to find contentment with just ourselves if we can.

The only good thing is that the New Testament teachings by Christ, doesn't make big deal of male-female relationships. Doesn't make us any less if we don't have!

 

[Kyle William]

I think it's partly because the Lord may use my loneliness and sexual needs (burn with passion ought to be married) to link two people weak as individuals but strong together. Adam walked hand in hand with God in the cool of the afternoon everyday but became lonely and Eve was made so they could cleave. I always saw this need as the Lord's future plan for me. I tried for so long to desire nothing, andf still believe that a man who wants nothing never has logical reason to ever be sad, but I'm not able to achieve this. So instead I ask for prayer that Christ uses this heartsickness to unite me with some sad soul, to bring glory to our lives and to Christ with thanksgiving

 

[Kyle William]

So someone flagged my post down that was in the other section. I haven't done anything wrong. I need the prayer and Satan is everywhere. I'm so exhausted!!!!!! I can't take this hell anymore!! No one cares, the church is gone. There is no wife. There's no goodness in this world. Please, isn't anyone going to pray for me or should I just quit and die? Won't be long before this post is taken down too. I can only ever expect evil and sickness in this world. Hope is for those who have 2 brain cells or too afraid to see the truth.

 

[timewerx]

You have to be prepared for the fact that even if we pray for you, you may not have your problems solved instantly.

At least for most of us, prayers don't instantly solve our problems.

We just have to be patient some more. I can only say this because I could tell, you even have better living condition than myself atm. If it's hard for you to believe, I live in a 3rd world country in a poor neighborhood.

I don't have to list all of the misery I face everyday.....Count your blessings!

 

[Kyle William]

I understand. I wish I could give what I take for granted. It's all so empty.

 

[Kyle William]

I appreciate the likes and prayer. Just wanted to say hi again and hope everyone who reads might not mind a moment to pray for me to receive a wife. Thank you all.

 

[Esta25]

Hi, am new here. What you wrote is very touching and I know you will find the right woman..Always know that God is always with us and remember his ways is not ours..Dont worry .