Day 58: Mar 27
Numbers 11 through 13
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EDIT: ... Wow. Just three chapters ago the Israelites were complaining about having only really sweet bread - the manna that God literally supernaturally brought to them from the heavens, in fact - and no meat in the wilderness (I like to think I would have been quite content with manna all that time as good as Scripture previously made it out to be in quality, even without any meat, had I been there; curious if anyone else here ever thought the same =/ ). And now I get not one paragraph into the first chapter of tonight's reading to see that the children of Israel are already going crazy with despair over the report given by the spies concerning the people inhabiting Canaan that the Lord had already long promised to the Israelites:
Would that we had died in the land of Egypt! or would that we had died in this wilderness!
3 And wherefore doth Jehovah bring us unto this land, to fall by the sword? Our wives and our little ones will be a prey: were it not better for us to return into Egypt?
... Honestly, Israel, you have a far more direct, physical connection to God than any of us have here today, and He has even many a time taken care of your needs when you murmured and grumbled in the wilderness of Sin already. How much more proof do you need that He will provide and protect even now? And are you really going to be any better off in Egypt even if God chose to abandon you for this upcoming fight and you were driven back out by the "giants in the land" you are despairing in fear over this much?
Remembering the first Bible thread two years ago, I think I once lightly admonished Swan7 when we were reading through chapters like this about the Israelites' constant wavering between the true God and meaningless nonexistent gods of the peoples and lands they crossed paths with in their sordid history, or otherwise failing to show trust in God when He has always come through. When she questioned why the Israelites were in fact always displaying themselves to be "a stiff-necked people" (as God often spoke of them) when they had the benefit of being God's specially chosen people and everything at the time, I had said something in response like "well, perhaps we shouldn't judge the constant behavior of the Israelites in OT history, when you think about it, for, do we not often stray to idols ourselves in present day in a way, always having to come back to God at His admonishment? They may not be physical idols of foreign gods that we literally bow down to in worship, of course, but still, couldn't
anything that takes our focus away from God in present day be considered an idol? So perhaps we are no less frequently guilty of this than the children of Israel were."
Well, going back over Numbers 14 after everything else so far like the incident described herein, I don't know now,
@Swan7. Now I'm starting to think I may have been too tough on you in my response. It appears to me that here, specifically, the Israelites really do have a problem handling any amount of pressure. A few people claim to see giants in the land before them even though God has physically, verbally promised to give to them (after all the signs He had given them so far in the wilderness, no less, to prove that He not only exists but will provide for them personally as His chosen people), and they flip out
immediately. As though suddenly, no questions asked, God hates them enough to leave them to die like dogs here at the edge of the Promised Land. (Yeah, I'll bet your slavery days in Egypt were
so much better than this, children of Jacob.) They
are being quite irrational right now, and give up hope and trust in God all too quickly.
.... Come on, what was so bad about sweet bread from heaven?