Hi all, its been a while since I posted here but I really need some advice from my fellow Christians. So I broke up with my gf recently, I found out that she was being toxic and manipulating me which caused me incredible pain in my heart. She said things like how she thought of cheating twice, and that I wasn't tall enough amongst many other things. So I left her but now just over a month later I find myself with so much pain in my heart. I long to be a husband and dad one day but that Goals seems so far away. I recently connected with a girl far away but she temptation to commit sexual sin would be too strong so I believe God doesn't want me to pursue this. What should I do everyone? I feel like God put me on this earth just to cause me pain, that He made me to be out of the ordinary. I'm just so tired and sad. What do I do everyone?