I'd love to do that... but he doesn't answer his phone when I try to call.
Sorry for the snark, but seriously: "Christ" doesn't talk. "Christ" may not even have been real, and if he was, the person he's based on has been dead for almost 2000 years.
All we have is a book that allegedly recorded what he allegedly said... and for some of these things we already know that he didn't.
So what you are really saying here is basically: don't listen to what I say about Jesus... listen to what other people say about Jesus.
don't use the phone to talk to Jesus, it's probably not going to work that way. Either Jesus is real or he is not but nothing anyone says will change the actual truth. I am not suggesting you listen to other people about I'm suggesting you ask Jesus to reveal himself to you.
There is an account in the gospels between Jesus and his disciples and he asks
"Who do people say the Son of Man is?" (referring to himself) and they give various answers about what people think of him. Then Jesus is more specific and asks
"Who do you say I am?" At this point, one of his disciples, Peter, says "
You are the Messiah, the Son of the living God." Jesus then says something interesting after this, he tells Peter that
"this was not revealed to you by flesh and blood, but by my Father in heaven". What this tells me is although you may get 1000 answers from 1000 people none of those answers will be meaningful to you unless you get revelation from God himself. So seek the later, not the former.
There is a discovery bible study online you could go through. It's not about telling you the answers it's about directing you through scripture and asking the same very simple set of questions of each study and its purpose is so that by the end you receive revelation from God. Not that it's magic but it helps your focus on scripture, God and yourself in different ways and challenges how you approach choices in your life through the natural discovery of scripture. for an example here are the questions which are repeated each study (they never change)
- What does this story tell me about God?
- What does this story tell me about people?
- If this is really God's word, what changes would I have to make in my life?
- Who am I going to tell?
that's it. read the passage and answer the questions. Go through the study until it's complete. The questions are meant to be openly discussed in groups but belief is not a requirement so pull some of your friends together who also have questions about Jesus and work through it together. There is an app you can get at
The Discovery Bible Study App for Android and iPhone or do the study online at
https://studies.discoverapp.org/. This is just an example, they didn't "invent" it, but provide a nice study guide.
There's no money or signing up, just the study and it's pretty transparent. I think a good start is working through one study once per week with a few friends or family. With this approach, it's not others who are telling you who Jesus is or who God is and if you should believe or not but instead you discover it for yourself and make the choice for yourself. when you do it in a group the group tends to make a choice together.