I'm trying to start writing again... here's something I wrote during class today. As you can see, I was not in my best mood when I wrote this. Maybe I should write more "happy" poems or something... oh well, tell me what you think.
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Everyone is dead to me, and I am the one left alive.
Alone I am left to live, and alone I will die.
Faint are the voices and blurry is my vision,
The colors begin to bleed before my eyes.
Nowhere in sight do I see any help,
Only the hurt is left to survive.
Deep down inside I feel the pain,
Must the emptiness grow so strong?
Swirling in my stomach up to my head,
Why must everything be so wrong?
Drowing my mind are my callous tears,
So many memories that I do dread...
Losing my sanity under my skin,
How much longer before I am dead?
Once more the sadness seeps slowly in,
Under and over sweet misery I try to avoid.
Overflowing are the thoughts of madness,
How much longer must I be toyed??
I feel the walls close tighter than before,
Poke at my heart through my cage of rust!
I am alive, but my heart and soul are dead,
I am alive, but I am nothing but dust...
Everyone is dead to me, and I am the one left alive.
Alone I am left to live, and alone I will die.
-~*~- Sonya B. -~*~-
-~ October 7, 2004 ~-
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Everyone is dead to me, and I am the one left alive.
Alone I am left to live, and alone I will die.
Faint are the voices and blurry is my vision,
The colors begin to bleed before my eyes.
Nowhere in sight do I see any help,
Only the hurt is left to survive.
Deep down inside I feel the pain,
Must the emptiness grow so strong?
Swirling in my stomach up to my head,
Why must everything be so wrong?
Drowing my mind are my callous tears,
So many memories that I do dread...
Losing my sanity under my skin,
How much longer before I am dead?
Once more the sadness seeps slowly in,
Under and over sweet misery I try to avoid.
Overflowing are the thoughts of madness,
How much longer must I be toyed??
I feel the walls close tighter than before,
Poke at my heart through my cage of rust!
I am alive, but my heart and soul are dead,
I am alive, but I am nothing but dust...
Everyone is dead to me, and I am the one left alive.
Alone I am left to live, and alone I will die.
-~*~- Sonya B. -~*~-
-~ October 7, 2004 ~-