Dear docsinner
Thank you for your reply to my posting. It is very much appreciated.
You stated: "If you don't mind me asking about your personal beliefs, it sounds as if you are a Christian without believing in Christ (another way to put it would be God). Is that accurate? If so, may I ask what it is that is holding you back from being a believer?"
You asked so I will provide an honest answer. In this answer I mean no disrespect in any way and that I sincerely believe the path through Christ to be a wonderful path for anyone. That said I would not personally consider myself to be a Christian, exactly, although I believe in almost everything Jesus had to say. I do have some credentials to back up my philosophical and religious positions. I have done extensive graduate work, and study (40 years), in the area of comparative religion and ethics. (does this mean I have the correct and/or only answers, heck no!) The best description for my beliefs, I guess, is that I am an ethical humanist. I tend to glean what I consider the strong points from each of the major systems and have, one ethically driven world system. What is holding me back is found within a couple of areas. (again, I mean no disrespect, this is simply the way I personally see reality)
The first area holding me back is the Christian assumption that the Christian path is the only way to God. (Isaiah 45:21, John 14:6 and others) There are six major religions in the world. Every religion, except Christianity, states that there are multiple valid paths to God. This concept that in essence states my way is the only way, falls within the borders of ethnocentrism. Ethnocentric behavior is a very bad human frailty. Further, the concept that Jesus insists on a path through him shows a God with human failings. In the universally accepted definition of God, God is not capable of such human faults. If Jesus had not made this demand it would be much easier for me to accept him more fully.
The second area holding me back is from my studies of the major religions of the world. These ways of thoughts often have much to offer. The concept of Christianity attempts to make other systems false to Christians. Sometimes Christianity offers more advanced concepts, and sometimes other systems are superior. Take for instance the concept of whether the human is born good or evil. The Christian path teaches us of the concept of original sin. It is sometimes hard to be "good" if you were born evil (over simplified). The Chinese seem to have a better path for ethics by stating that the human is born good and through self-cultivation you keep away incroaching selfish desires. You tell me which system would yield superior results here.
The third area is an area that Christians most will never agree with me. I consider the past to be strewn with many great humans and teachers. I consider people such as Plato, Buddha, Confucius, Mencius, Wang Yang Ming and Jesus to be wonderful examples of great human beings from the past. But, to be honest, I personally find no greater philosophical or ethical insight from Jesus than I do from the other great thinkers. Therefore, to me, he stands on exalted footings equal to the others. (By the way, a curious thing of history is that if break each great thinkers concepts to their core, each has basically the same things to say in terms of assisting humanity.)
My biggest single concern is this. Philosophically, for me, I cannot totally accept that a Supreme Being would behave in the way that Jesus does as described in the Bible.
In conclusion here, I find that these areas of concern together keep me from becoming a sole believer in Jesus as the only path to God. I do though consider Jesus a wonderful historical figure with great things to offer the people of the world. I can easily understand why anyone would choose him as their path in life.
With due respect
Michael