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I'm not getting into details, but I'm being persecuted in my own community. I suffered police brutality, and a series of unfortunate events because of it. I've lost much, but still choosing to latch on to God and His Holy Word, for they know my devotion to Him and His love for me.
While I'm still unhappy about my current situation (to put it lightly), I'm still choosing (with great effort) to forgive the entire system for all this. I'm sorry for all the harm I've contributed in this controversy (Rom. 3:23). I give God all the glory for keeping me alive through all this, as well as our blessed hope: The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth, The Messiah, The Anointed One, The Son of the True Living God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, Who has come in the flesh (John 3:16, Rev. 19-22). Should I have to die like a martyr, I'm willing to do so... Just not with dignity.
I understand this may sound melodramatic, but it has been hard since my last post. While I finally understand the criticism towards the North American police force, I'd rather not be part of the problem consuming the Western World. Forgiveness is (literally) key [to Heaven], so why be a hypocrite? Hypocrisy will only be the death of Christianity because it only teaches resentment, not responsibility. As with many things in life, forgiving is easier said than done, but it is worth it.
I would love prayers for my life to be restored like Job (Jer. 29:11, Book of Job), for the truth to expose and solve corruption in my country and everywhere else (John 8:31-32, 8:44,16:1-4, Luke 12:1-3, Matt. 10:16-42), for God to be glorified (1 Cor. 10:31, 1 Pet. 3:13-17), and for healing from all the trauma I've endured (Matt. 11:28-30, Ps. 127:1-2, Rom. 5:1-4). I ESPECIALLY want prayers for reconciliation and atonement between the RCMP and I, NOT any "Vive la révolution" horse-hockey (Col. 3:13, Eph. 4:32, Matt. 6:14-15, 18:21-35). Finally, prayers to put my mind at ease, give the rest to God, and keep learning to fully forgive (2 Chron. 20:15, Deut. 31:6, John 16:33, Rom. 12:2). He has been extremely gracious towards me, otherwise I should've been dead by now. I need rest, and lots of it. Please and thank you.
1 Corinthians 13 KJV,NKJV,NIV,ICB - Though I speak with the tongues of men - Bible Gateway
John 3 KJV,NKJV,NIV,ICB - There was a man of the Pharisees, named - Bible Gateway
We all need to drop the victim mindset and seek solutions instead of scapegoats. Eventually, we run out of people to blame.
God bless you all, brothers and sisters in Christ! Amen!
On November 28, 2021, at roughly 11:15 AM Eastern Time, I have bolded and highlighted the rest of 1 Cor. 13:4-7 & 13:9-12, because of my struggles with accepting God's truth during this trial. I also had to change the link to John 3:16 on BibleGateway.com to include the entire chapter like I normally did. I'm growing rusty at this. My apologies, I'm a flawed human being who is predisposed towards selfishness.
I'm not getting into details, but I'm being persecuted in my own community. I suffered police brutality, and a series of unfortunate events because of it. I've lost much, but still choosing to latch on to God and His Holy Word, for they know my devotion to Him and His love for me.
While I'm still unhappy about my current situation (to put it lightly), I'm still choosing (with great effort) to forgive the entire system for all this. I'm sorry for all the harm I've contributed in this controversy (Rom. 3:23). I give God all the glory for keeping me alive through all this, as well as our blessed hope: The Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth, The Messiah, The Anointed One, The Son of the True Living God of Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, Who has come in the flesh (John 3:16, Rev. 19-22). Should I have to die like a martyr, I'm willing to do so... Just not with dignity.
I understand this may sound melodramatic, but it has been hard since my last post. While I finally understand the criticism towards the North American police force, I'd rather not be part of the problem consuming the Western World. Forgiveness is (literally) key [to Heaven], so why be a hypocrite? Hypocrisy will only be the death of Christianity because it only teaches resentment, not responsibility. As with many things in life, forgiving is easier said than done, but it is worth it.
I would love prayers for my life to be restored like Job (Jer. 29:11, Book of Job), for the truth to expose and solve corruption in my country and everywhere else (John 8:31-32, 8:44,16:1-4, Luke 12:1-3, Matt. 10:16-42), for God to be glorified (1 Cor. 10:31, 1 Pet. 3:13-17), and for healing from all the trauma I've endured (Matt. 11:28-30, Ps. 127:1-2, Rom. 5:1-4). I ESPECIALLY want prayers for reconciliation and atonement between the RCMP and I, NOT any "Vive la révolution" horse-hockey (Col. 3:13, Eph. 4:32, Matt. 6:14-15, 18:21-35). Finally, prayers to put my mind at ease, give the rest to God, and keep learning to fully forgive (2 Chron. 20:15, Deut. 31:6, John 16:33, Rom. 12:2). He has been extremely gracious towards me, otherwise I should've been dead by now. I need rest, and lots of it. Please and thank you.
~1 Corinthians 13 (NIV)
1 Corinthians 13 KJV,NKJV,NIV,ICB - Though I speak with the tongues of men - Bible Gateway
~John 3:16 (NIV)
John 3 KJV,NKJV,NIV,ICB - There was a man of the Pharisees, named - Bible Gateway
We all need to drop the victim mindset and seek solutions instead of scapegoats. Eventually, we run out of people to blame.
God bless you all, brothers and sisters in Christ! Amen!
On November 28, 2021, at roughly 11:15 AM Eastern Time, I have bolded and highlighted the rest of 1 Cor. 13:4-7 & 13:9-12, because of my struggles with accepting God's truth during this trial. I also had to change the link to John 3:16 on BibleGateway.com to include the entire chapter like I normally did. I'm growing rusty at this. My apologies, I'm a flawed human being who is predisposed towards selfishness.
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