Really Depressed, Things getting worst

[JesusFreak2008]

I need more prayer then ever now. I am hurting. really bad. Really really bad.

1. Kalleigh stoped kicking early yesterday and i got cramping so i went to the ER, shes gone. God took her from me. I'm huring pretty bad, the docs said she was dead before they induced labor, they said she died inside me, which was why i couldnt feel her to carry for me.

2. God is slowly taking everyone from me-First Mary, I just got over that and now Amanda. We need prayers to be sent to someone. This girl is very special to our hearts. And did NOT deserve what happened to her.

Saturday afternoon, Amanda P. was riding her bike down taylor and young street, when a maintenence truck did not see her, and smashed into her, throwing her off of her bike. Leaving her unconsious and bleeding. She got transported to Elliot hospital, and then eventually air lifted to Mass General. She is in critical condition, and don't think she will make it. Please pray for her. You will never meet a sweeter girl.



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Please. I want to kill myself. I pray daily for salvation. God answered our finances, but I'm so angry with him. He took Kalleigh from me, he took Mary and now Amanda is clinging to life. I fear hospitalization. I fear suicide. I feel like I have no hope in life. And I didnt even get to say bye. I'm angry with god. For everything right now.

 

[K9_Trainer]

I'm so sorry to hear that

I'll most deffinitly be praying for you, Amanda, and your baby girl. Things will get better, just trust God. Everything happens for a reason, you're hurt now and you don't understand, but you will later. Just keep trusting God, He will give you strength.

 

[Linus]

I'm truly sorry to hear that but God has a plan for you and yes there will be trials but...

[SIZE=+1]John 16:33[/SIZE][SIZE=+1] [/SIZE][SIZE=+1] These things I have spoken unto you, [/SIZE][SIZE=+1]that in me ye might have peace.[/SIZE][SIZE=+1] In the world [/SIZE][SIZE=+1]ye shall have tribulation[/SIZE][SIZE=+1]: but [/SIZE][SIZE=+1]be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.

[/SIZE][SIZE=+1]2Cor 1:3,4[/SIZE][SIZE=+1] Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; [/SIZE][SIZE=+1]Who comforteth us in all our tribulation[/SIZE][SIZE=+1],[/SIZE][SIZE=+1] that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble,[/SIZE][SIZE=+1] by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.[/SIZE]
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[/SIZE]Praying for you beloved!

 

[Sophrosyne]

John 10:10 The thief comes to kill, steal, and destroy, I have come that you may have life and have it to the fullest.

Romans 8:28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.

Isaiah 46:10 Declaring the end from the beginning,And from ancient times things which have not been done,Saying, ' My purpose will be established,And I will accomplish all My good pleasure'

Satan is trying to destroy you... don't you wonder why you want to end things? are you thinking about God's future for you or your own idea of the future? I have plenty of times been lead to think about suicide... but I realized if I were to go I would not be here to tell you that God is good, he uses hard times in our lives to teach us how to grow in wisdom and faith and in turn be able to encourage others to get past satan's tricks.
You will see your child again one day in the next life. Life is fragile and people are killed and die and we cannot say God did it but he does allow death because of the sin in the world it is a fact of life. Live and know God has good things in your life to come.

 

[Onlythingavailable]

Praying.

 

[Princess Pea]

I'm so sorry! Prayers for you!

 

[ChristianMama84]

I don't know what you're going through, so I won't pretend I do. I know it has to be hard to lose a child, I have a son and I know part of me would die if anything happened to him. I've always heard it goes against nature for a parent to have to bury a child, that's why it's so much harder than losing a parent or a grandparent. I hope you were able to hold her, my husband said that helped when his first wife and daughter died. She was 7 months pregnant when she was in a car accident.

This may not help now, but maybe it will bring you some comfort. All of this pain and hurt you're feeling and suffering through, Kalleigh will never know what that's like. Ever. She's in heaven with our Lord who loves all of us very much, even when it doesn't seem like it.

I know you're in ICU right now, and I'm sorry you're hurting this badly. I hope you will get better and will see that eventually hurts heal. No, they don't go away, but everyday it gets a little easier.

I really do hope you get better. If you would like to talk you can PM me.

 

[RestoreTheRiver]

You've received some excellent responses and support already; and I join my prayers with the others who've written, and with those who've simply read the thread, and prayed.

In addition to support and prayers here, please seek out a solid pastor with whom you can sit down one on one. This support, and the loving embrace of a solid local church, are vital at all times, and especially in times of grief.

Michael

 

[FireyAngel]

I stand with those here and will continue to pray.

 

[Criada]

My dear sister, I am so sorry.
Praying for you, very much.
You are loved, sister.. even when everything seems darkest.
God is there... and He *will* bring you through.

 

[jesuslovesme54]

Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.


So sorry to hear. Praying

 

[D'Ann]

Sweetheart,

There are no words to convey the hurt that you are most feeling. Kalleigh and you and Amanda and Mary are all in my prayers.

As a mom who lost a baby boy, I know how bad that hurts hon, and for their sake, we need to keep going. I'm here for you.

Send me a pm. You need support through this grieving time.

 

[kpetty16]

I'm so sorry for your loss. When I lost my first child I went through a long period of depression and wanted to know why. After I became a Christian I realized my child was blessed not to have to live and suffer in this fallen world.

I know it hurts you, but Kalleigh is with Jesus and in no pain. She will be waiting for you. Just hold on and trust God. I have found that sometimes getting angry with God gets me closer to Him. It's like I really allow myself to say what is in my heart.

I will pray for you and the little girl you mentioned.

God bless,
Kim

 

[Leonard]

My Daughter, I am so sorry for you. This is naught else but a demonic attack, and I will hold a Special Mass for you today, to break the power of that horrible evil spirit.

 

[plutoaintaplanet]

Praying for you sister

 

[ryanb6]

My Daughter, I am so sorry for you. This is naught else but a demonic attack, and I will hold a Special Mass for you today, to break the power of that horrible evil spirit.

Um No.


I'm praying too.

 

[andreaTERRORface]

im very sorry all this has happened to you, i will be praying for you and everyone involved

but dont worry, god will help you through all of this

 

[daniel777]

I'm so sorry. i will be praying for you.

 

[covenantwmn]

I understand that your loss is great and overwhelming, yet our Savior says, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." 2 Cor. 12:9.

Father God, I lift my sister up before You. You are the only One that can see the severity of the hurt and loss she is suffering. Likewise, You are the only One that can bring healing. I pray that Your compassion and love flood over her heart and thru her mind. I ask that You increase her faith, that she might find peace and trust in You. Please help her when she feels there is no reason to live, remind her of how much You love her, and the promise she has for a future and a hope in You. Help her to know how devastated those that love her would be if she were not here. Please give her a deep hunger for Your Word and Your people. Thank You Father for Your peace that passes understanding, in Jesus' name, amen.

 

[Stephanie7]

Hugs, God bless, I understand.
Father God, I can't comfort this one as much as I would like but want her to know I understand because I too have lost, but I know You can give her the peace that surpasseth all understanding. Help her to feel that peace and comfort now as she mourns the loss of Mary and now Kalleigh. Help her as she goes through this difficult time and in due time grant her renewed hope and a child to hold. I also pray for a little girl named Amanda, Lord, may You go speedily to her and restore her of her wounds and spare her life.. May Your angels protect her and keep her from all harm,
In Jesus Name, Amen
"Neither can they die anymore for they are equal unto the angels and are the children of God, being the children of the resurrection" Luke 20:36