Is God a God who would kill my family or cause my family to die as punishment for my sins? I keep seeing bad words and numbers relating to my family members, and I see the word "punish" and "pay". I have done wrong in the past, but I don't understand what I've done that would warrant for my family members to die as punishment for my sins.
Would God let my family members die as punishment for my sins?
Is God such a God?
(The thing is that I had misused God's name and accidentally misled two of His people down the wrong path of destruction when I was angry that they lied to me and betrayed me. The guy involved tried to take advantage of me and use me emotionally/physically, and lied to me/betrayed me. I was very upset at one point that i unknowingly prayed to the evil one when I had wrongly mistaken he was god, and wanted them to die/go to hell when I was upset. I'm sorry ><
The guy and his girlfriend ended up turning away from God after I used God's name to condemn them, and when the girl was afraid I'd hurt her (even though I knew I wouldn't) she turned to witchcraft to attack me. I began falling sick. Same for the guy - when he was afraid I'd expose what he did with me to the girl he was seeing, he did black magic on me. I began feeling harassed by evil spirits. To make them stop I kept trying to message them, but they only got angrier and began attacking my family as well. I began to see my family members' birth years and bad words relating to death a lot. My family and I also started to experience spiritual attacks. The thing is it seems like God is allowing them to do these horrible things to me and my family. Earlier I saw the word "punish". Is God allowing this to happen because of my sins? I really don't want my family members to die/perish. Help ><)
Would God let my family members die as punishment for my sins?
Is God such a God?
(The thing is that I had misused God's name and accidentally misled two of His people down the wrong path of destruction when I was angry that they lied to me and betrayed me. The guy involved tried to take advantage of me and use me emotionally/physically, and lied to me/betrayed me. I was very upset at one point that i unknowingly prayed to the evil one when I had wrongly mistaken he was god, and wanted them to die/go to hell when I was upset. I'm sorry ><
The guy and his girlfriend ended up turning away from God after I used God's name to condemn them, and when the girl was afraid I'd hurt her (even though I knew I wouldn't) she turned to witchcraft to attack me. I began falling sick. Same for the guy - when he was afraid I'd expose what he did with me to the girl he was seeing, he did black magic on me. I began feeling harassed by evil spirits. To make them stop I kept trying to message them, but they only got angrier and began attacking my family as well. I began to see my family members' birth years and bad words relating to death a lot. My family and I also started to experience spiritual attacks. The thing is it seems like God is allowing them to do these horrible things to me and my family. Earlier I saw the word "punish". Is God allowing this to happen because of my sins? I really don't want my family members to die/perish. Help ><)
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