Hello, fellow Christians (hope that doesn't offend coming from outside the EO Faith).
I'd like to first say that I have been in a relationship with a woman that was inquiring into the Orthodox faith and has indeed recently become a catechumen, and is to be baptised in April (go figure). I want to marry this woman.
I originally just attended the church to "humor" her: eventually gaining control of the situation and converting her. However, despite having had initial problems with the Church in general, I have slowly "warmed up" to it. I have been more and more of an inquirer, and actually almost became a catechumen myself. But I realized that if this is the true faith, I ought only to become part of it because I really wanted to (not in terms of emotion, but conviction), not merely or even much because I wanted to marry that woman. I realized I want to serve God first, and Him through my future wife.
I unfortunately still have MANY problems with the Church, including the following:
From many outsiders' points of view, including my own, hesychasm looks like buddhist practices of prayer in many ways (i.e. special "psycophysical positions", matra [the Jesus prayer], prayer beads of sorts, "yoga" with God [yoga comes from Sanskrit word meaning "Union"...], and emptying of self, among possibly other things).
Is that untrue? If not, why is it not wrong? I don't bring this up to argue, but this has caused me to stumble much in my examination of the Orthodox Faith. By "stumble" I mean this issue combined with other issues has indeed feircely challenged my faith on all grounds; if I don't become Orthodox, there had better be a good reason for it, because the Orthodox faith seems like it has more and better "credentials" than any other "church" has or could have.
I'd like to first say that I have been in a relationship with a woman that was inquiring into the Orthodox faith and has indeed recently become a catechumen, and is to be baptised in April (go figure). I want to marry this woman.
I originally just attended the church to "humor" her: eventually gaining control of the situation and converting her. However, despite having had initial problems with the Church in general, I have slowly "warmed up" to it. I have been more and more of an inquirer, and actually almost became a catechumen myself. But I realized that if this is the true faith, I ought only to become part of it because I really wanted to (not in terms of emotion, but conviction), not merely or even much because I wanted to marry that woman. I realized I want to serve God first, and Him through my future wife.
I unfortunately still have MANY problems with the Church, including the following:
From many outsiders' points of view, including my own, hesychasm looks like buddhist practices of prayer in many ways (i.e. special "psycophysical positions", matra [the Jesus prayer], prayer beads of sorts, "yoga" with God [yoga comes from Sanskrit word meaning "Union"...], and emptying of self, among possibly other things).
Is that untrue? If not, why is it not wrong? I don't bring this up to argue, but this has caused me to stumble much in my examination of the Orthodox Faith. By "stumble" I mean this issue combined with other issues has indeed feircely challenged my faith on all grounds; if I don't become Orthodox, there had better be a good reason for it, because the Orthodox faith seems like it has more and better "credentials" than any other "church" has or could have.