Clarkxkent, I see that your post is a few years old
http://www.christianforums.com/threads/question-about-god-and-telekinesis.7736821/ld, but I wanted to comment as I have struggled with this for the past couple of years. I am 60 plus years old, a Christian, well educated, have a large family, had a successful career, and in my post career retirement I chose to work overseas. This has provided more "alone" time and I have had nagging thoughts of my abilities as a child and young adult that I would like to share with you. As a child (around 8 yrs old) I discovered I had a unique ability to make objects move by focusing on them. Like parlor tricks, I would entertain some of my friends by making paperclips,pencils and other small objects move. Although I did not share this skill with a lot of people because I knew even at that age that I was "weird". I also needed such intense concentration that I couldn't have distraction in the room. I practiced this for a few years, almost always privately because I wanted to see how big of objects I could move. I could also make objects levitate on one side. Then one day, when I was around 13 years old, my best friend and I were using a Ouija board and I asked the question "who are you?" As the device started to spell out the words it lifted off of the board and with only my finger tips on it continued to spell out something evil. We both screamed, I threw the board across the room and we ran out. I got my brother and asked him to retrieve both the board and device and throw it in the burn barrel outside. I have never gotten near one since, and stopped any practice of telekinesis. I have also experienced very detailed premonitions since I was about 6 years old. Although I am drawn to the idea of being able to do this again, I can not get passed the memory or the "feeling" that I got that day so many years ago. Just as God is in my thoughts daily, I think Satan tries to enter in what ever way he can. I sometimes think that maybe I could do something good with my gifts, and often times think that God has a plan for me. I was even terminally ill about 6 years ago and was suddenly healed. I spoke with one my pastors a couple of years ago as to my impatience with trying to figure out why God healed me, and shared with him some of my uniqueness. He told me that I can't rush God. I should just accept the gifts that God has given to me. I share my story because I have anonymity and if even some of my written words give some understanding to other people I have taken this risk. I take it from your original note that you too have gifts. You are obviously a Christian or you would not be on this website. Just know that there are other people in the world that have gifts, and pray for His guidance as to what you do with those gifts.