Sorry, I'm using this post as a spring board to rant a little. So, to go off topic a bit...
Here I am...a Lover of God. Your absolutely correct, there's absolutely no way I can prove God's existence. And I don't know why I need to or even why I would want to. My experience of God are my experience. That's from where I know my Beloved God. For me in the way I operate with things spiritual, it's from what I experience that I pull knowledge of God from. Some call it the gnostic approach to knowing God. We all come at the question of God from different directions. Everyone else will come at that question about Divinity from many other directions than than I do. And that's the way it should be. There's not one True Way. There are as many ways as there are Human Beings. In included in the many "Ways" are all of the various flavors that we see in Atheism. So...I tend to see these Prove/Disprove God discussions as a bit silly. In the end, all of this is very personal and up to each individual.
But, it's a discussion that's been going on for a long time now and I suspect will be going on for ever into the future.
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You're right. I appreciate people's feelings of the numinous- and transcendent experience, whether religious or not, is not in and of itself wrong or harmful. I encourage looking inside oneself and outside oneself- one of the things I find personally affronting about certain religions and beliefs are the assured certainty they grant their adherents.
When I am presented with ideas concerning the vastness of our cosmos, and I am forced to confront the fact that we may never know all that there is to know- that we may die as a species before we reach our potential- I am at once aware of both our collective power and ability for knowledge and progress and of the very real bleakness and desolation that this power and ability may bring.
It is exciting- and frightening. But I know that when I feel these things I am coming much closer to whatever 'truth' is in this world. We all are.
But also to repeat, for emphasis, what Tiberius has said; The Prove/Disprove God discussions are not silly in the least. They are discussions concerning an object, an entity, a 'force'- something said, by theists, to exist in reality. To be 'real'.
If it's real- we can know. That's our goal here.
It's fine if you understand you cannot prove God's existence- as I said, it's a start. Progress of a kind. Many others
claim they can, don't, and then attempt to force others to live their lives the way
they want them to. This is what is disgusting.