I need some prayers. I want to begin to live like a Christian. Speak like a Christian. Act like a Christian. I have the awful habits. I curse when I'm mad. I hit (not hard) when I'm mad. I scream when I'm mad. I am going to openly admit this thing that has come up recently. I have masterbated while watching porn. I've only done it a couple of days, but I don't want to make a habit of it and I feel that my prayers aren't going to be enough to battle the flesh. I want to show others that there is something different about me. Something they need. I want to have courage to witness to my coworkers. I want to have courage to live freely and openly live for God. I'm not even sure if this makes much sense. I've seen prayers work. In my life and in the lives of others. I need prayers. Please. If you have time, pray for me.