Prayers needed please

[beetlequeendiva]

I'm not sure how to word this.... um I need prayers right now because I'm really struggling with things. I am struggling with an eating disorder and with cutting up. I was sexually abused as a child and then I was sexaully assaulted a few weeks ago so I'm dealing with that as well as old issues that have been dragged up with it. I only started dealing with the abuse 16 months ago having repressed it for 11 years... it came flooding back and is still coming out now. I get flashbacks and now I'm dealing with that and this assault so I'm really struggling to deal with thing. Anyway can you please pray for me? thank you xx

 

[lady_of_god]

beetle i'm very sorry about the things that have and has happen to you. I think maybe you should (if you haven't already) seek counsel so you can make a full recovery. Don't harm yourself by cutting or with food... when you hurt yourself in any way your hurting the Lord because he loves you so much. Think about God and focus on His Will for you and rebuke those bad spirits telling you to hurt yourself in Jesus name!

I'm praying with you...

-Lady

 

[newbeliever02072005]

I'm not sure how to word this.... um I need prayers right now because I'm really struggling with things. I am struggling with an eating disorder and with cutting up. I was sexually abused as a child and then I was sexaully assaulted a few weeks ago so I'm dealing with that as well as old issues that have been dragged up with it. I only started dealing with the abuse 16 months ago having repressed it for 11 years... it came flooding back and is still coming out now. I get flashbacks and now I'm dealing with that and this assault so I'm really struggling to deal with thing. Anyway can you please pray for me? thank you xx

Beetlequeendiva,

I just want to say to you that it takes courage to ask for help when you have been victimized like you have. I am not sure how much of this you have sought help for, but I truly believe you need to seek some counseling. I have a story somewhat simaliar to yours. I was raped and supressed it for 19 years. The flood gates opened and everything just gushed in. I have been in counseling now for 3 months and I have made such an improvement in my mental health. I am much happier then I was 3 months ago. I just became a christian about 2 months ago and I truly believe that God supressed all my memories until I was ready to seek help from Him. I pray before I go to my counseling meetings and ask God to help me. The counselor I have is a christian , so she is able to counsel me with scriptures. Find yourself one like that. I know it will make a big difference in your journey to having peace and happiness.

Dear Lord: I come to you asking for your prescence in beetlequeendiva's life. Give her the courage and strength to work through her personal turmoil. Lord, let her know that you are there to guide her and love her every step of the way. Please Oh Lord, also give the people around her the words and wisdom to lift her up. I pray that she knows that she is loved by her family, her friends and most of all you Dear Lord. What a precious person you have created and that you would never leave her in her times of need. Lord I ask this in your Holy and Precious Name, Amen

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I truly hope you seek help for your troubles. This is a time for you to reach out and ask for help. Please, be brave and do it. You will be doing yourself a world of good.

God Bless you!
newbeliever

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[dmiller]

BQD -- boy -- that sounds like there is a whole lot on your "plate". Am praying you can *digest it all*, and walk away completely sound in body, mind and spirit.

Praying for you.

David

 

[devoted daughter]

beetlequeendiva

May the Lord be with you and lift you from your depression and suffering; may you be comforted and have healing; may you have courage and strength to resist harmful impulses, and have peace and balance restored to you mind and body; may many people of support and insight be guided to your path; may you have patience and clarity, and protection that helps you to feel safe again. INJC


For additional support, if you like…

Where it began…

http://www.christianforums.com/t108658

The new thread…

http://www.christianforums.com/t1243488-sexual-assault-2.html

 

[dia_liom]

My prayers are with you beetlequeendiva, that God will take this burden from your heart & from your mind.

 

[Cat59]

Praying with you, that the Lord, who is there with you, will send you comfort, peace in heart and mind, and help and support for you.

 

[Jenster]

Praying for you, BQD, that God's tender embrace might heal your precious soul and spirit. And that He might grant you a unique joy in Him. In Jesus' name, amen.

 

[HJK]

BQD,

I pray for you that you will experience the comfort and healing that God so wants to give you.

 

[silentpoet]

I too was abused as a child and it has really messed me up. I don't want to offer trite phrases which are of little comfort anyway, so I will pray for you.

 

[Lambkins]

Praying for you Beetlqueendiva!
Lean on Jesus, He is there for YOU!
Lots of Love and Hugs!
Lambkins ​

 

[symphonyb]

can you work through some counseling with someone face to face.if you can it will get it started in the acceptance aspect.you take charge,and you be the strong woman you know you can be.without telling you my life story,it can be done.God is always the main man in your life,just lean on him now.Prayed for you,you can talk to me anytime ,just --->pm Hugs,Britta

 

[Izzy23]

Hi BeetleQueenDiva~ I am so sorry for your pain. I pray that God heal you and help you in your struggle. Don't take it out on yourself. Find a constructive way of releasing your pain. I will remember you in prayer.

In His Precious Name
Peace
Izzy

 

[JPPT1974]

Praying that the Lord will perform miracles and that He will ease your pain. Amen!!

 

[devoted daughter]

You remain in my prayers, beetlequeendiva. and