Do not think of killing yourself! God loves you, and his love for you, makes it impossible not to care for you and help you! That is how much he cares for you and loves you! Just focus on him daily, give him the worship and praise he deserves for who He is, and thank him daily for what he does and gives you in your life! Before there was a problem in your life, God had already the answer.
Because of his love for us, he could not refuse the best he has, giving his only Son Jesus for our sins! How can he refuse you what you need?!
His presence, love and peace will flood your heart ans soul, if you focus on him daily and seek him and his help! His presence, power and peace, will cause you to be stronger in your faith in him, and will make you strong, robust, peaceful and hopeful on the inside, in the face of any circumstances or difficulties you face in your life. No circumstance or problem is bigger than your God, who lives in you! Jesus said that he has overcome the world, so can we, by his Holy Spirit living in us. God is called the God of hope in the Bible. Do not lose hope in him!
The Holy Spirit is called a Helper! Therefore, no Christian can be helpless again!
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