I just need prayer for direction regarding what to do next in my marriage. I am so miserable - I hear different messages from different people - most of them condemning. To be honest - at this point I have no desire for my marriage to work. I'm tired of having to keep up a brave front and pretend that everything is ok.
This is starting to affect me physically, too. I don't know how to handle my feelings very well, so I internalize. I'm having frequent headaches and I feel sick to my stomach most of the time. I wanted to lose more weight, but not like this...

Sleep? Very little.
I just need my precious friends' prayers. I love you all so much!
Thanks for always being here for me and for all the encouragement. You are the best.