I hope this is thr right forum, Im so used to moving threads to the right one I feel so out of place. Anyway. I guess I would not consider myself a "christian" but do believe in god and jesus. It is just I have lost my faith so long ago and fear I cannot gain it back by myself. My family and I are going through a hard time with my new baby girl that has been diagnosed with Cri-Du-Chat, so please play for Rebekah as well. But I need alot of strength to carry on right now, I feel everyday my family would be better without me but somthing keeps me here? Sometimes I think it is just I dont want to leave this earth in "that" way but alot of the times I do. Like now but again somthing keeps me here. I am 31 years old and have not accomplished anything in my life,exept my 2 darling children. I know I love my wife and kids and I think they can have it so much better without me. I just want my faith back and keep it through the good and bad times. Can someone again please pray for me. My name is Brandon and I am really hurting right now, so much the pain is dulling and afraid of the consequences of that! Thanks
Brandon
Brandon