Post here when you feel like cutting

[IKTCA]

Folks,

It is lexidoodle's 25th day, still going strong, onward to 56 days. That's cool!

 

[rfprewitt]

Congrats Chikie. I"m prayin for ya.

 

[lexidoodle]

Hey thanks...I am doing so much better...for now the temptation is there but I can overcome it with God on my side. Haha. You were actually paying attention to what day I am on...now 26. I really think that I can overcome this. Thatnks for being here.

Alexis

 

[raggedy anne]

i feel like cutting right now, i dont know why though...stress maybe? just went back to school and stress started just like that...it was crazy...im still in school, i cant cut though. last time i cut in school i got suspended. and i got my blade taken away. you'd think id learned my lesson after 2 visits to the psychiatric ward at the Hospital. but i want to cut again and again...no wonder they call it an addiction.

 

[nessa]

i need to si right now...and i am trying to talk to people about it..but it is so hard to explain the feelings of lonliness and pain.

 

[lexidoodle]

I have been in that situation before...getting supsended because of cutting....I am praying for you.

 

[daughteroftheking1983]

it is totally addictive but praying that you both get through the next few days. Keep putting one foot in front of the other!

 

[rfprewitt]

*post post post post post post post post post*

 

[IKTCA]

If I were nearby, I would stop by and take you to an icecream store.

Rupert

 

[lexidoodle]

Lets all watch Dora the Explorer...lol...JK JK

That show makes me laugh thats all...and the music is catchy.

 

[jesuschickseven]

I like the icecream store idea

 

[rfprewitt]

i like ice cream

 

[IKTCA]

Alexis:

Tell us how you are doing. It's over the hill (past the midpoint of the 56 day goal). That you are not forgotten by me is the evidence that you are not forgotten by our Lord Jesus or his Father, who does not sleep and keeps his eyes on you.

Rupert

PS: What is Dora the Explorer? I don't want to miss a serious fun if it is one.

 

[rfprewitt]

Dora the Explorer is a children's cartoon. Its okay. I like Blue's Clues better though. Well not with the new host. Steve was the greatest.

 

[lexidoodle]

So Rupert...all of a sudden you remember me. Oh well. I am doing really good. I wasn 't for about a week but I didn't cut so that was good. I am on like day 33 or something like that. It's crazy. I AM going to overcome this by the grace of God. The only way I can do this is if I reach out to God when I feel like cutting because if I try to do it on my own...it becomes a horrible failure. Yeah anyways.....

Dora the Explorer is a childrens tevelvision show that a little spanish girl is like the "host" of. She teaches little kids spanish kinda. I only like it because I am kind of a fan of little kids TV shows, not that I watch very much tv but when I happen to watch it with my little brother...(who loves DOra the Explorer) and we are sitting there cuddling then he starts laughing...that is the best sound in the world to hear. He is six years old and he is still really attached to me. I was basically his mom for a couple years. That is over now though. So anyways that was probably really off topic...Whatever. I really don't care.

 

[IKTCA]

I didn't remember you all of a sudden. I prepared a cheat sheet where I keep names and notes. I am glad you are doing well.

I will have to miss out Dora The Explorer. I don't even know if it is on my TV.

Rupert

 

[lexidoodle]

I didn't remember you all of a sudden. I prepared a cheat sheet where I keep names and notes. I am glad you are doing well.

I will have to miss out Dora The Explorer. I don't even know if it is on my TV.

Rupert

I see I see

 

[rfprewitt]

Grrr.

 

[NinadeDios777]

i absolutely HATE Dora the Explorer. i LOATHE it with a passion!!!!
Hey Lexi how're you doing? *starts singing its a small world after all*

 

[Mayflower1]

Hi you'll. I really need some support today. I really have an urge to cut. I haven't since Monday and that is really good for me anyway but I am beginning to get that old feeling again... I have prayed and done everything but it is just... I have been happy all week and now I feel guilty because of it... I mean, I know it is crazy and I shouldn't think that way but I am just so frustrated and everything. Even the computer isn't acting right for me. My Mom and I were arguing today and I know she didn't mean it but she said, "Why want you just go to your room and cut..." It just really hurt me and I told her I would but then she said she wouldn't take me to the computer lab if I did... We are two stubborn people and we both apologized and everything but now I don't feel good at all and I just want to give up and cut but I don't want to because I hate sinning against God.... I read my notes on the spiritual fruits and everything but I just feel so weak and those old feelings of worthlessness are back today... I guess I should be use to these feelings by now, but they always come so much as a shock and I don't know if talking on here is going to help me right now or what... Lily00