- Nov 7, 2018
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As some of you may remember, my 21 year old daughter and I have been really going through it. Scary health issues. Toxic mold found in our home. Among many other things.
Going through the traumatic experience of doctor's finding out that there was something wrong with her heart and lungs is enough to send any parent over the edge, especially since she had no insurance. Well, the test were run (that I am going to go bankrupt paying otu of pocket for but well worht it) and she seems to be ok, at least stable for now. We will know more in Janurary when she see's the cardiologist and pulmonary doctor.
Her health insurance begins on Jan 1st and kept hoping "please don't let her get sick before then. Please don't let her get sick before then". For one, I don't know how her heart and lung issues will be able to handle being sick, this is all new to her and myself. Secondly, will the insurance cover her God for bid she has to go to the hospital before the 1st. I know they won't cover her until the 1st but will they allow overlaping ? She is on the affordable health care act. Third, our carpets are infected with mold and they are being replaced on the 4th (that was the soonest they had). She is staying with a friend but if she gets really sick, she most likely will come home. I don't want her to be around this when she is sick.
And what happens? She calls me tonight telling me she has a really bad cold. She didn't sound so good. It really, really worries me. I am so afraid that I am going to get a call in the moring or early afternoon telling me she's really, really sick. I am living in a constant traumatic state with all that has happened so far. Why did she have to get sick before her insurance began and before I got our new carpets? Why did she have to get sick at all??? Why??? I kept asking for this NOT to happen and my worst fear came true. I don't want to know what tomorrow is going to bring. I pray to God she won't get bad.
Not to mention, I am sick with a bad staph infection in my respitory area, but I am doing ok considering right now. I can't risk getting sick with something else ( I can get really sick) and vice versa, I don't want to give her what I have,
Especially in the home stretch of all the remediating and house work we have been doing.
Please, please, please pray for us. Pray that she doesn't get too ill. Pray that this last but most imporant week of remediating goes off without a hitch. I am begging for strong prayers. Thank you and God bless you all.
Going through the traumatic experience of doctor's finding out that there was something wrong with her heart and lungs is enough to send any parent over the edge, especially since she had no insurance. Well, the test were run (that I am going to go bankrupt paying otu of pocket for but well worht it) and she seems to be ok, at least stable for now. We will know more in Janurary when she see's the cardiologist and pulmonary doctor.
Her health insurance begins on Jan 1st and kept hoping "please don't let her get sick before then. Please don't let her get sick before then". For one, I don't know how her heart and lung issues will be able to handle being sick, this is all new to her and myself. Secondly, will the insurance cover her God for bid she has to go to the hospital before the 1st. I know they won't cover her until the 1st but will they allow overlaping ? She is on the affordable health care act. Third, our carpets are infected with mold and they are being replaced on the 4th (that was the soonest they had). She is staying with a friend but if she gets really sick, she most likely will come home. I don't want her to be around this when she is sick.
And what happens? She calls me tonight telling me she has a really bad cold. She didn't sound so good. It really, really worries me. I am so afraid that I am going to get a call in the moring or early afternoon telling me she's really, really sick. I am living in a constant traumatic state with all that has happened so far. Why did she have to get sick before her insurance began and before I got our new carpets? Why did she have to get sick at all??? Why??? I kept asking for this NOT to happen and my worst fear came true. I don't want to know what tomorrow is going to bring. I pray to God she won't get bad.
Not to mention, I am sick with a bad staph infection in my respitory area, but I am doing ok considering right now. I can't risk getting sick with something else ( I can get really sick) and vice versa, I don't want to give her what I have,
Especially in the home stretch of all the remediating and house work we have been doing.
Please, please, please pray for us. Pray that she doesn't get too ill. Pray that this last but most imporant week of remediating goes off without a hitch. I am begging for strong prayers. Thank you and God bless you all.