my fiance just left me a few weeks ago. i understand now she left me out of love, but it still hurts. i gave in to the fear i would lose her, i gave in to those lies of the devil. acting on my fears made them come true, i am so ashamed. i want her back, but i want her happiness above that. its hard when someone you love is not in your life they you would want them to be. i need prayer, that i may not give in to the lies of the devil, and not follow fear.
