I only got baptised by Immersion in last month and I already done messed up! I don't mean little white lies. I actually did the unimaginable - I couldn't control myself and ended up by 10s of dollars/pounds worth of adult videos. I even gave into great temptations and tuned into a full 15 minute video of nudity. I am more disappointed in myself because I have been trying to focus on God more often, esp since my baptism. Even reading my devotional, my mind still manages to wonder. I feel like at this rate, all my prayers for forgiveness in the past have simply just been in vain if I have just bought a load of videos I shouldn't have.
Most importantly, I am looking forward to a massive Christian event on Friday "Festival Of Life" in my city, I feel like I have a chance of renewing my soul and starting afresh. However, I still plead w you fellow brothers and sister to pray for God to pardon this latest atrocity I have committed and anyone else who may be in a similar position to I am. God bless you all!
Most importantly, I am looking forward to a massive Christian event on Friday "Festival Of Life" in my city, I feel like I have a chance of renewing my soul and starting afresh. However, I still plead w you fellow brothers and sister to pray for God to pardon this latest atrocity I have committed and anyone else who may be in a similar position to I am. God bless you all!