It's been two months since one of my best friends in the world died.. he died really suddenly... tomorrow is his birthday.. i don't think i can deal with this anymore... i seriously don't know how to go on...
Neither of us are religious so please don't just tell me that he's in a better place now or something.... I don't really believe in heaven and hell and judging by what I've read on here most of you wouldn't think either of us are going to heaven anyways.
But I don't know where to go anymore and I'm looking for advice from anywhere.
How do i deal with this... I'm not getting any better.. I only feel emptiness or sadness anymore and I really want to be carefree and happy again..
Please help me, I'm so sad and numb... I can hardly ever cry anymore..
Neither of us are religious so please don't just tell me that he's in a better place now or something.... I don't really believe in heaven and hell and judging by what I've read on here most of you wouldn't think either of us are going to heaven anyways.
But I don't know where to go anymore and I'm looking for advice from anywhere.
How do i deal with this... I'm not getting any better.. I only feel emptiness or sadness anymore and I really want to be carefree and happy again..
Please help me, I'm so sad and numb... I can hardly ever cry anymore..