I am confused, why did God create the world only to end up having to kill himself to convince himself that we are worth saving? He had to impregnate a woman with himself in order to sacrifice himself to himself. he could not just forgive Eve for eating forbidden fruit, he had to damn the human race and then kill himself to save us. Please tell me how this makes sense ! I am truly searching, but certain things just do not make sense. So basically Jesus is his own father that wants you to symbolically eat his flesh and drink his blood. If you accept him all your evil will be washed away.You are only evil because Eve listened to a talking snake and ate from a magical tree and damned everyone for it. Please do not just thump me over the head with random scripture. I am looking for a truly logical explanation to this. Thank you.
Look at "God" as a title, and not a just a name. In that title there are 3 deities that can best be described by the roles and relationship they have with each other, and to us.
First is God the Father. His title or role is what we would refer to as a father. It is his will that takes precedence as witnessed in Jesus's prayer in the garden of Gethsemane.. When he asked the "father" to take this
cup from him. (Or take the responsibility or need for his blood to be sacrifice.) But in the end Jesus asks that the "father's will be done."
Next is God the Son, or Jesus. His role emulates that a son in ancient times. Often times a or The son carried out the will of the father with all of his rights and authority.. for all intents and purposes The father and son are the same person, They commanded the same respect, owned the same lands, The son was apart of the father.
And Finally God the Holy Spirit. His role is to interact or to be in direct contact with us. it is to him we pray, He that intercedes, performs miracles and delivers understanding. He is a piece of God or the "Spirit Of God" that we can have for ourselves..
All Three are distinct personalities, but all three are equally God. (Title not name.) So
God (Title not name) is made up of three deities.
Kinda like in any three dimensional object there is Length, width, and height. It takes all three separate dimensions to put a tangible object physically in this realm. There are three dimensions to any physical object, but only one object, even though it can be measured in three different ways.
So keep in mind God is a title not a name.
Next we have to look at the nature of sin.
God
the
Father (GtF)determined that anything not in his want or will, will be deemed "sin."
Now understand not all sin is evil, but all evil is sin.. Evil simply put, is a malicious intent to commit sin.
Now because GtF is a righteous God, He has to punish all sin as the same.. Whether it be the evil of Satan or a 1000 Hitler's or Eve's mistake in the garden. All sin has the same end. Because what really separates "the good sinners" from the "Evil ones" Our Perception of intent? Truth be told most of the sin we do indulge in is fraught with evil intent. So what separates a "evil lie" and a serial killer? It's is our own over inflated sense of self righteous goodness.. Because we can look at the serial killer and say:"I'm basically a good person, and because I'd never kill 30 people, that guy must be really bad." But, in actuality we are breaking all of the same principles as the serial killer.
To which a truly righteous God has to punish all of those who sin despite reason or our perceived level that a sin was committed in.. Because if he let your or my "evil lie" be randomly forgiven then he's have to let all sin/evil have the same pass, even that of the Lucifer. (If he were a righteous God.)
This is one of the reasons something innocent has to die for something sinful.. There needs to be a balance or a price paid for being outside GtF's will. (He establishes this need in Old testament sacrifice.)
Now enter in "Free will" By definition Free will places us our side the will of the Father at some point. Otherwise Our will would be that of the Fathers, and we would need a savior or constant sacrifice.
So, GtF Having this planed from the beginning Places us in a world where we get to operate outside of his will if we choose, but allows the freedom to remain apart of creation if we choose to love Him.
Why? Because God doesn't what to populate his presents with beings who don't want to be there, nor does he want to make people/beings want to be with him. We have to want it for ourselves. In order for to want to love God on our own accord we must have a viable or unobstructed choice to choose another option. That what this life is all about. Now being in a place where we have our own rights and having made our own choices, We will obviously make choices outside of God's will despite how hard we try. In God's economy Two rights don't erase a wrong. The only thing that takes away sin is Death, Blood, Sacrifice, Something Innocent, without Blemish dying for something sinful. This is why We have Jesus Now remember how God the Son's role parallels that of God the Father, and how in OT times a son's will and wants and the Father's will and wants are the same. In this instance The Father Who Loves his Son Sends him to us as a Perfect sacrifice, for us. He excepts because he loves All of those who would potentially Choose or Love God in a place that is seemingly outside of his realm or GtF reach, and even More He Loves his Father..
..So he Dies so that we may have an opportunity to live outside of the will of God, and still have a way back to God when we repent or return home.