Hi, this has nothing to do with the thread I wrote yesterday. I'm just feeling triggered by things and there are things that my dad used to say to me that I scoffed at (nothing to do with religion) and now here I am almost in tears thinking he was right about certain things (once again, not religion-related) and how I can't tell him. The thing is, he never made it easy for me to accomplish the very things he asked me to do in the first place. I might elaborate later in the comments or make a separate thread later. I don't know why I don't just wait for later to actually make that separate thread but sometimes, emotions get the better of me and I have to at least "make a down payment" on my feelings and express a portion of them.