I grew up in the Orthodox thought as a Nazarene (Church of). Since those many years as a Nazarene, I could not get a clear answer to many questions I had concerning life and spirituality. But I chose to take the brave (taboo?) step and seek out more than my limited Orthodox thought and placed trust in God to allow me to seek if there were truth in those scriptures that had been kept from me. It is now where my beliefs come from, and I am the better for it.
Here is how a compare the two thoughts.
To me, as I only followed Orthodox thought, I compare it to a bird in a bird cage. The bird is fed and watered and has all it needs to live it's life. It is happy and safe.
Unorthodox thought is like opening the door to the cage and letting the bird free to soar the air. It may not be as safe, but there are so many more things to do and see. It may have to work for it's food and water, but it (probably) survives as well.
With that in mind, if the caged birds owner dies, if there is no one else, the bird will die as well. It depends on the provider of the cage to see to it's needs. On the other hand, the free bird is under it's own control, and can quickly learn to evade destruction by it's ability to act in an open environment.
Like both of the birds mentioned, there is no right or wrong for how they live, since both may live long lives. But which bird is better prepared for challenges?
When Soulgazer gave me the question "If they undeniable found Jesus bones in a tomb, would you still believe in Christ?". This is an excellent challenge. If I believed as I had been through my Orthodox days, I would either be making excuses that it "couldn't be" or finding a way to disprove it. I may just take it as a lie, even if it were true. I would find any way to keep my faith going.
But as I have learned by pursuit of truth in the many scriptures, I can honestly say that that question does not pose any faith shaking details. I don't see the Gospel as a story of Jesus anymore. I see the scriptures as wisdom from God, through Christ. And there is a difference. It is the wisdom that we judge all other scriptures that surround the Gospel by.
I don't expect anyone to believe what I believe. I only praise God in allowing me to see the difference. It's not about right or wrong. It's not about who is saved or who isn't. It's all in our perceptions. Of truth. Of God. Of Christ. We all want our perceptions to be correct. I pray daily for guidance, not just for myself, but those who I touch.
Critique me.
Here is how a compare the two thoughts.
To me, as I only followed Orthodox thought, I compare it to a bird in a bird cage. The bird is fed and watered and has all it needs to live it's life. It is happy and safe.
Unorthodox thought is like opening the door to the cage and letting the bird free to soar the air. It may not be as safe, but there are so many more things to do and see. It may have to work for it's food and water, but it (probably) survives as well.
With that in mind, if the caged birds owner dies, if there is no one else, the bird will die as well. It depends on the provider of the cage to see to it's needs. On the other hand, the free bird is under it's own control, and can quickly learn to evade destruction by it's ability to act in an open environment.
Like both of the birds mentioned, there is no right or wrong for how they live, since both may live long lives. But which bird is better prepared for challenges?
When Soulgazer gave me the question "If they undeniable found Jesus bones in a tomb, would you still believe in Christ?". This is an excellent challenge. If I believed as I had been through my Orthodox days, I would either be making excuses that it "couldn't be" or finding a way to disprove it. I may just take it as a lie, even if it were true. I would find any way to keep my faith going.
But as I have learned by pursuit of truth in the many scriptures, I can honestly say that that question does not pose any faith shaking details. I don't see the Gospel as a story of Jesus anymore. I see the scriptures as wisdom from God, through Christ. And there is a difference. It is the wisdom that we judge all other scriptures that surround the Gospel by.
I don't expect anyone to believe what I believe. I only praise God in allowing me to see the difference. It's not about right or wrong. It's not about who is saved or who isn't. It's all in our perceptions. Of truth. Of God. Of Christ. We all want our perceptions to be correct. I pray daily for guidance, not just for myself, but those who I touch.
Critique me.