- Sep 11, 2006
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I've had my job at a bank for a year and a half.
I've always gotten complemented on my creativity when it came to reaching out to people through referals to get new accounts,
but they don't like my customer service sometimes.
I am an extrovert, but I guess I have some ticks and flaws that make me interact with the public weird. Sometimes I hate it.
I feel like I belong in a job where I work in an office and not with the public.
However, God hasn't opened a door yet.
It is easy for me to fall into a pattern of kind of robotically saying "can I help you?" Instead of doing what the company wants me to do and trying to be each person's buddy and talk like we're pals.
I'm not that comfortable with it.
especially with the geriatric sort.
I get distracted sometimes and I don't mess up with people's money but I forget dumb stuff like to ask if they rather have $20 bills instead of $100 bills.
So a few weeks ago, I gave this lady the wrong denominations because I didn't hear what she said in the drive through and she instead of nicely commenting to me, went and complained to my manager.
So I got reprimanded last week.
Like HR knows about it. Not in serious trouble. not fired. but its bad if HR gets involved.
Manager wants me to work alot harder at paying attention.
(Blame it on my ADD)
Now I could just shrug it off and be like "pssshhhh whatev's"
but suddenly it stabs me in the emotional achille's heel and I feel like I should go crawl under a rock and die.
It's amazing how just getting in a little trouble at work (not even fired) can make you feel like your whole life is a screw-up.
What does it say about you if you're not a kid anymore, you're in your mid 20's and you aren't a lawyer, aren't a doctor, aren't CEO of anything.... just in a bottom-rung banking position that didn't even require a college degree (but I have one) and I CANT EVEN DO IT RIGHT?
Society frowns upon those who can't have jobs and must depend on people with financial blessings to help them. They frown on people who only work in fast food or doing dirty no-brainer jobs their whole life. They frown on starving artists. Yet I feel like maybe I'm doomed to be one of these things.
Does anyone else here have a story of getting in trouble or getting fired in a job or getting into some other situation that made you feel like you were useless as an adult human being in society?
I've always gotten complemented on my creativity when it came to reaching out to people through referals to get new accounts,
but they don't like my customer service sometimes.
I am an extrovert, but I guess I have some ticks and flaws that make me interact with the public weird. Sometimes I hate it.
I feel like I belong in a job where I work in an office and not with the public.
However, God hasn't opened a door yet.
It is easy for me to fall into a pattern of kind of robotically saying "can I help you?" Instead of doing what the company wants me to do and trying to be each person's buddy and talk like we're pals.
I'm not that comfortable with it.
especially with the geriatric sort.
I get distracted sometimes and I don't mess up with people's money but I forget dumb stuff like to ask if they rather have $20 bills instead of $100 bills.
So a few weeks ago, I gave this lady the wrong denominations because I didn't hear what she said in the drive through and she instead of nicely commenting to me, went and complained to my manager.
So I got reprimanded last week.
Like HR knows about it. Not in serious trouble. not fired. but its bad if HR gets involved.
Manager wants me to work alot harder at paying attention.
(Blame it on my ADD)
Now I could just shrug it off and be like "pssshhhh whatev's"
but suddenly it stabs me in the emotional achille's heel and I feel like I should go crawl under a rock and die.
It's amazing how just getting in a little trouble at work (not even fired) can make you feel like your whole life is a screw-up.
What does it say about you if you're not a kid anymore, you're in your mid 20's and you aren't a lawyer, aren't a doctor, aren't CEO of anything.... just in a bottom-rung banking position that didn't even require a college degree (but I have one) and I CANT EVEN DO IT RIGHT?
Society frowns upon those who can't have jobs and must depend on people with financial blessings to help them. They frown on people who only work in fast food or doing dirty no-brainer jobs their whole life. They frown on starving artists. Yet I feel like maybe I'm doomed to be one of these things.
Does anyone else here have a story of getting in trouble or getting fired in a job or getting into some other situation that made you feel like you were useless as an adult human being in society?