Lately I have been feeling God's call louder and louder. And I have been giving in but only subtly and trying to have "my life" and "it's demands" along with being His disciple, a real one. I started stepping up I guess you could say. Anyhow, I finally broke down and submitted entirely, I even renounced my identity and my very name before God and committed that "I would have no other identity but being in Christ, abiding in Christ." To die to myself. I did this saturday night/sunday morning. Then I went to bed.
The Dream
The dream is odd and short, there seemed to be a lot of interference, that is to say in the spiritual places. But in the dream the words "When the nukes fall, we will remove [my hometown]..." were spoken. Then suddenly, it was as if a nuclear blast fell upon the very place I was standing and everything went black, suffocating black. The earth vaporized beneath my feet, I remained intact but it was as if the very earth was destroyed. The sound was monstrous and the blackness caused me great agony. It is hard to describe, but it was like my soul hurt, yet physically I was merely floating inside the chaotic firestorm veiled entirely by the blackness. But inside of it all, a face began to appear, just barely, the eyes were still shadowed.
Then it was over, and I was back on the ground. I saw a police officer knelt down with his hands behind his head. He looked at me and said "they are checking me for explosives." I was stunned, as he was a police officer, not disguised as one but was in fact employed as a police officer. Then suddenly someone, I believe it was the officer shouted, "Allahu Akbar!". And it happened all over again, the nuke went off and blackness covered and suffocated me. The sound thundered beyond comprehension and I could feel the earth dissolving and plying away around my feet. It was like a great storm and it once again caused me great agony in my soul, but I physically remained intact. The face appeared once more to me.
I woke up, sweating and breathing heavily. I had no idea it was a dream. I remember in the dream when the nuke went off that I said "I will be in heaven" and was not afraid. I was afraid when I woke up though, because the visions wouldn't stop.
The Dream
The dream is odd and short, there seemed to be a lot of interference, that is to say in the spiritual places. But in the dream the words "When the nukes fall, we will remove [my hometown]..." were spoken. Then suddenly, it was as if a nuclear blast fell upon the very place I was standing and everything went black, suffocating black. The earth vaporized beneath my feet, I remained intact but it was as if the very earth was destroyed. The sound was monstrous and the blackness caused me great agony. It is hard to describe, but it was like my soul hurt, yet physically I was merely floating inside the chaotic firestorm veiled entirely by the blackness. But inside of it all, a face began to appear, just barely, the eyes were still shadowed.
Then it was over, and I was back on the ground. I saw a police officer knelt down with his hands behind his head. He looked at me and said "they are checking me for explosives." I was stunned, as he was a police officer, not disguised as one but was in fact employed as a police officer. Then suddenly someone, I believe it was the officer shouted, "Allahu Akbar!". And it happened all over again, the nuke went off and blackness covered and suffocated me. The sound thundered beyond comprehension and I could feel the earth dissolving and plying away around my feet. It was like a great storm and it once again caused me great agony in my soul, but I physically remained intact. The face appeared once more to me.
I woke up, sweating and breathing heavily. I had no idea it was a dream. I remember in the dream when the nuke went off that I said "I will be in heaven" and was not afraid. I was afraid when I woke up though, because the visions wouldn't stop.