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I had this sudden urge to pick up the bible on my desk and read Revelations. I really don't know why. I'm not religious. I guess I find apocalyptic prophesies interesting in general. But then I had this thought; maybe I should try understanding God, maybe I could converse with those who already have absolute faith in him/her.
I'm not here because I'm afraid. It's the lack of fear that's probably brought me here. Does that make sense?
I never believed in being religious solely through fear. I wanted true faith. I didn't want to just follow subserviently behind something I didn't quite understand in fear of going to hell. I'm hoping I'll learn something here, that I won't turn my back and close my eyes anymore, that I won't be afraid.
I apologize if any of this is incoherent.
- Adrian
I'm not here because I'm afraid. It's the lack of fear that's probably brought me here. Does that make sense?
I never believed in being religious solely through fear. I wanted true faith. I didn't want to just follow subserviently behind something I didn't quite understand in fear of going to hell. I'm hoping I'll learn something here, that I won't turn my back and close my eyes anymore, that I won't be afraid.
I apologize if any of this is incoherent.
- Adrian