Hello,
i have a huge problem, I'm struggling to be pure, stopped having sex with my boyfriend, don't live with him and stopped masturbation, and I'm pretty much happy with it.
The problem is that whenever I'll be ok with it, read the bible every night, pray a lot and don't think too much about sex, I will hear my neighbors making love very hard. Unfortunately when I hear them I can't think about anything else, as the girl is very nosy and expressive.
i can hear them talking during the day, so can you imagine when the girl is shouting.
I feel so bad because I must confess I litterally love listening to them, I don't envy them but I am moved by the beauty of this...coupling. The problem is that they will always do it at the same time, they sometimes wake me up and I will start masturbating, and even watch porn, whereas during the rest of the day I won't feel lustful at all. If they leave for a week I won't think about it, but as soon as they start them it just triggers something I can't repress.
I always sleep with my Bible and feel so dirty to touch with the Bible on the bedside table.
Last night I was praying when they started again, so I prayed for them (they're not married) and they stopped almost immediately, I was very impressed, but I needed a relief anyway.
It made me feel so bad after my prayers. I'm afraid the evil wants to test me.
I told my boyfriend about that, and he thinks I'm a little bit insane.
What should I do? Prayers are not enough. When they start It's too much for me.
I wish they moved in another apartement. I can't tell them to be quiet when they do it. It would be too embarrassing.
Have you ever been in this situation?
i have a huge problem, I'm struggling to be pure, stopped having sex with my boyfriend, don't live with him and stopped masturbation, and I'm pretty much happy with it.
The problem is that whenever I'll be ok with it, read the bible every night, pray a lot and don't think too much about sex, I will hear my neighbors making love very hard. Unfortunately when I hear them I can't think about anything else, as the girl is very nosy and expressive.
i can hear them talking during the day, so can you imagine when the girl is shouting.
I feel so bad because I must confess I litterally love listening to them, I don't envy them but I am moved by the beauty of this...coupling. The problem is that they will always do it at the same time, they sometimes wake me up and I will start masturbating, and even watch porn, whereas during the rest of the day I won't feel lustful at all. If they leave for a week I won't think about it, but as soon as they start them it just triggers something I can't repress.
I always sleep with my Bible and feel so dirty to touch with the Bible on the bedside table.
Last night I was praying when they started again, so I prayed for them (they're not married) and they stopped almost immediately, I was very impressed, but I needed a relief anyway.
It made me feel so bad after my prayers. I'm afraid the evil wants to test me.
I told my boyfriend about that, and he thinks I'm a little bit insane.
What should I do? Prayers are not enough. When they start It's too much for me.
I wish they moved in another apartement. I can't tell them to be quiet when they do it. It would be too embarrassing.
Have you ever been in this situation?
