had a great night tonight. i decided enough was enough. we had a great message about taking responsibility and moving on etc. ive struggled with self image and loving myself since i was 9 and eating disorders for the last 2 years, and tonight i admitted to it and decided enough was enough, im taking responsibility and its going to rule me no more!! yay! ive been wanting to get rid of it so long, it controls your life and you dont want anyone to know it. please pray for me but, i dont want to back slide!