Gurney, this is one of the more painful points, when real hardship encounters our teaching. I acknowledge that your situation has been hard. But the same justifications are given for abortion, and when it comes to that, we know that the hardship has to be embraced, that is the teaching, and we can’t make an exception just because it becomes hard. Now I understand that child prevention (for that is what all “birth control” is) includes a lot more than abortion, from “NFP” and condoms to pills and devices, and so does not always mean killing a child, formed life. But everybody is assuming that the marital act has a function that is separable from the reproductive function, the possibility of life, and that’s just not how any Christian denomination at all understood the act across Christian history.
Y’all are approaching it from a standpoint of “This is the situation we find ourselves in, and this is what works for us” rather than “How ought we to live and to see everything, including marriage?”. In other words, what ought we to be striving towards? My problem with the whole approach in the Church (and I struggle with it, too, and find that I need to judge myself more harshly, or demandingly, if you prefer) is that it says that we will accept the teachings until they become hard, and then we will find excuse. I know, as I have excuses, myself.
For me, GKC taught me the tremendous lesson that we cannot even be practical until we first establish our ideals, the direction we want to go in and the destination we want to reach. “Practice” just means “do”, and practice that rejects the ideals is just Nike’s retarded slogan, “Just do it!”, or in even simpler terms, “Act without thinking!” And the Christian ideal is hard, really hard. Most of you are in that nasty economic cycle because we were born into the world of Hudge and Gudge, (thinking of GF Watt’s painting, “Mammon”), and have accepted without question the idea that the only way to live is to have an employer, to work for a wage, without considering how that violates even the human ideal.
So I ask, what did the fathers teach? Can we articulate it? Are we at least trying to make moves in the direction they point in? Have we gotten so compassionate in pastoral care that we are willing to ignore truth, and have ceased exhorting one another to holiness? I speak as a sinner and a hypocrite. I am just aware that I need, and I think we all need, more exhortation, compassion that is tempered by truth, and not merely by pity.
I just spent two weeks with an American priest who has moved to Russia, who has 8 kids, who underwent chemotherapy last year, and who lives a minimal life, but who refused that paradigm that says we must prevent the children because of the poverty of our lives. His children are amazing, and I found myself inspired by that family.